Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
the little flicker of happiness got snatched away from me, just like that. i won’t let it get to me anymore. i won’t believe it anymore.
i have no social skills, whatsoever. you’d think it’d be easier online, right? well apparently not. i have to google conversation starters or games like ‘would you rather’ and those don’t even help. how pathetic is that? i have to practice having a conversation, what i’m gonna say. i have no idea how to keep a conversation going, it’s like my brain’s goal is to just find a response and that’s it. but that’s not it- and when you have to talk to a person who’s like you? two antisocial people trying to make a conversation. it’s awkward but funny but still awkward. why do i have to be like this?
i’m just done i’ve been done for so long i’m done with my sister i’m done with my mom i’m done with myself i’m done with my life i’m just done
