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iloveyouxx March 17th

hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷

wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙

to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)

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iloveyouxx OP June 3rd

img-8778_1717377720.jpegwhat too much information looks like- and yeah I had to crop my name out :p don’t try anything.

iloveyouxx OP June 3rd

I’m gonna go do something. not something specific just anything time consuming. 

iloveyouxx OP June 3rd

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iloveyouxx OP June 3rd

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i mean :0 it’s fine :0 but a couple of hours before I cleared out all my notifications then this :0

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unassumingEyes June 3rd

@iloveyouxx heh i hvnt had less than 99 notifs in so long... 

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iloveyouxx OP June 3rd

@unassumingEyes

do you still not cross any of them out :0 do they just..sit there :pTvT🩷?

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unassumingEyes June 3rd

@iloveyouxx i dont cross out the upvotes 🩷 

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iloveyouxx OP June 3rd

@unassumingEyes

ouhh🩷I had alot of your upvotes too but I crossed them out cos I was trying to see like :p I was trying to first delete the ones from for example those weekly check ins and yk that mindful stuff :p then some other stuff then I was trying to see how many upvotes I had in total compared to in this forum :p that was including yours but I completely forgot those :’P🩷

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iloveyouxx OP June 3rd

36 of them were upvotes from this forum :p and I was wondering how that was even possible but one forum page is 40 posts- and I didn’t really check all of the notifications but I just still know it just by looking over them.

iloveyouxx OP June 3rd

I’m so tired. so much happened today. again :P. idk. I didn’t do the history presentation and I didn’t get a standards card. he just didn’t care. not even a little. tomorrow is my math pt but that’s okay cos i know it’s easy. eid break after next week and alot of people are traveling because after that there’re no tests and it’s like there’s no point in being in school anymore. I feel like so much changed. and you know it changed because i don’t even think I have the time to talk about it :’) the girls birthday is in 2 weeks. she agreed to switching classes and idrk why I thought she wouldn’t- so we’re both switching next year. summer break’s 2 months and I kinda wanna spend that (very-very-very :’)) little time fixing my hair. lol fixing- my hairs fine. on the outside. I mean it looks fine or healthy or whatever but it’s not even natural and I’ve been treating my 3a-3c curly hair like silk straight hair and it’s just messing it up when it’s in it’s natural state the curls aren’t defined anymore and. I’ll stop talking about my hair :p. I’m not excited for year 9. year10 is mock exams and gcses but I’d honestly prefer going to year 10. idk. R almost asked the girl what happened with her and our classmates and☠️I mean she just ignored it the same way she does when anyone else asks since he’s not the only one but like why☠️the class were moving to isn’t dramatically far :p it’s just from 9A to 9B :p but trust me there’s a big difference :p we have lead classes until N so there’s 9A-9N and thats I think like 600(/ish from something they said in an assembly) students. I know all of them ;-; all around 600. you can’t really not honestly. like you can’t be in this school and not know at least your own yeargroup :p I have to go look at something-I’ll be back later-

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iloveyouxx OP June 3rd
☠️the emojis☠️😭
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unassumingEyes June 3rd

@iloveyouxx i didnt know where to post this so im posting it here. I made this for u 🩷 it didnt turn out as well as i wanted it to...i had a dark day 🫠 hope this cn brighten yours a little <3 

The pic is so bad 💀💀 ill send a brighter pic when mom isnt glaring at me promise 🩷1000028265_1717424815.jpg

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unassumingEyes June 3rd

@unassumingEyes okok text reads cosmos "peace" 

Rose "love"

Potato flower "potato"

Baby's breath "kindness" 

Bluebell "resilience" 

@unassumingEyes

this is so sweet 🥺💜 you two are such sweet friends 💜 nadseyloaf and eyes bean 💜 

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iloveyouxx OP June 14th

@LoveMyMoonflowers

💜💜

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unassumingEyes June 4th

@unassumingEyes @iloveyouxx ok i dont even know if u saw this yet altho there are...4 upvotes so one cld be u but i wanted to tell u a lil incident around this for whenever u see it 😂😭 

So i started this with the rose in the center and then my aunt + family came to visit...including my 4yr old female cousin...who drew over the rose when i wasnt looking 😭 and proudly showed it off to everyone 😭😭 thankfully she just outlined the rose but she did it very darkly so it wasnt erasing 💀 but i made it work...i think xD just erased the very weird and very pointy parts xD so this is frm me and my 4yr old cousin xD 


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iloveyouxx OP June 14th

@justmeeva

eva🩷so obviously I’m about to run out of charge but I was working on sumthing and I know you might not be idk- at the best state to see it right now?💕im not sure. it’s good tho dw🩷it’s like, quality I’d say xD yeah idk xD but if it was effort I’d say it is good :P💜btw it’s more like. you know when you study until like 3am for that one math test you completely procrastinated studying for all month. or maybe that’s just me. but yeah my point is it’s more like something I felt like I needed to do rather than mm idk. do you get it :0🩷I’m definitely gonna run out of charge and I want this to post so I’m gonna leave it at that💕if you don’t want to reply btw you really don’t have to.💜I just wanted to make sure but if you don’t reply I’ll just wait until I get your consent or like agreement but dw I won’t be like *waiting* waiting :P💜it’s just that it’s for you and if you don’t feel like it or you don’t want to see it yet then that’d have to be your choice💕I know you said it’s rare but I really hope you’re at least okay :’)🩷🩷.


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justmeeva June 14th

@iloveyouxx 

oh wow, i’m late. :’) you made me smile with this nadia friend 🩷 i think it’s only right to give you my permission, knowing you probably put a lot of effort into it, whatever it is <3 genuinely though, i couldn’t decline such an offer. 🩷 now i’m curious hehe 

*meanwhile, sends you optional warm hugs* 💗

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iloveyouxx OP June 15th

@justmeeva

you’re not late🩷what’s 12-7 hehe :p<33 uhhhhhmmmm……7..8..9..10..11..12 so that’s…5? 5+7..oh yeah that is 12 :0 you were only 5 hours late that’s nothing plus I posted really really late at night for both of us💜and now I’m 7 hours late lol :p💕

yaaaayyyyyyy🩷🩷okay so I’m traveling in like an hour so I just need to record and try and get it right :’) I’m sorry if it’s bad xD and if i post later I’m sorry too because my dads gonna wake up like right now and he’s gonna get mad at me because I’m not ready at all :p💜I’ll try to be quick🩷

:0 crosses out optional :0💗evahugs are the best💗

*meanwhile, sends you optional warm hugs* 💗 

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justmeeva June 15th

@iloveyouxx 

same, nadia, same xD the struggle with the math is real xD /lh

<3 record? you really have my interest now :0 but tyt tyt i’ll try to be patient :p 

*hugssss* 🩷🩷

i see what you did there, copying my kindness huh /lh /j <3

love you nadia friend 💕💕


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iloveyouxx OP June 15th

@justmeeva

xD I can’t calculate 5 + 7 and I’m expected to do mock exams and gcse one day ;-; and to pass ? and graduate ? and get a good job ? xD ?

yus yus record hehe<3 what’d you think it was xD a picture xD a link to a reminder xD lmao I stayed up for hours- it’s not like amazing amazing but considering especially rn my memory and attention span is- horrible :D it took a while and I’m happy I did it <3 it’s gonna be 3/4 minutes long. oh btw :’) you might have to try to be patient like :p more :p:D bcos I tried to do it then the first couple of times I was remembering from last night, then I was getting the last part, then I was recording then I got mad and slammed the thing cos I kept messing up☠️then I really really really got it- then my dad woke up and I had to go get ready and bags and stuff, then after all that I still knew everything so I was recording and I got so much done and I was almost done and it was going so well then my brother came and started annoying me but idk why he woke up so mean like he was really really annoying me :’) then I got really upset then my dad got mad that we were "fighting" now and started yelling at my brother, then I kept trying to record and my dad would keep yelling, then I got one really really good but this guy decided to come in in the last part and ring the doorbell then my dad was talking so loud, then they went outside so I could record again, and now ofc I was at the vv end when they went back inside and my dad was just going "yeah, yeah, thankyou, thankyou, yeah, thankyou" 😭😭was that necessary😭😭😭wghahsuygit hugsyit 😭 but yeah I really have it planted in my head now :D and I just need to wait until I go back there and have it be the first thing I do before anything else :D💜

🩷*hugs you so tight that you wish you never offered a hug in the first place*🩷/j/j/lh

😭yk that button that has an S and it has a line in the middle? I did that for the word optional but every time I post anything with that it goes like off when I post😭 XD ?? since when were you this fun XD /lh sorry xD I just mean like xD💖you are fun💜and sweet and kind and lovely and you have beautiful energy💕but like xD💖

I love you more eva bean🩷💕💗

iloveyouxx OP June 16th

@justmeeva

btw friend. I know you haven’t asked for this or anything but I just wanted to say that I know you’re hurting. and you don’t have to say anything at all to me. I’ll just try to be here and understand. so apparently I’m traveling back on tuesday and I’ll make sure the things posted by then :0 thankyou for trying to be patient lol🩷I love you🩷/gen. 

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iloveyouxx OP June 16th

@kiyoluv nfta but I really really did miss you🩷and I was so worried about you. I tried checking forums and rooms but you only had one and nothing there(recently at least or to know you’re okay)and I never saw you in rooms. I just really hope you’re okay🩷I love you🩷/sovvvvgen💕

iloveyouxx OP June 19th

I just wanted it to be over. I just want it to be over. 

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@iloveyouxx

*hugs if okay* 

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iloveyouxx OP June 20th

@LoveMyMoonflowers

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