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iloveyouxx March 17th

hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnā€™t look like mešŸ§makes sense doesnā€™t itšŸ˜›since there can only be one *me*āœØone of a kind now arent IšŸ˜/sar. one out of 8118835999āœØšŸŒ·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youā€™re also one of a kindšŸ’– sorrysorry haha :PšŸ¤im just messing around xDšŸ’žalso itā€™s 2am- but shush no snitchingšŸ¤«Iā€™ll sleep in a whilešŸ˜when Iā€™m feeling a bit more sane :>šŸ˜›šŸ©·

wanted to have my own space.šŸ’œ for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.šŸ’™

to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šŸ’œplease dont lurk here.šŸ©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šŸ’™but please be respectfulšŸ©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :PšŸ’› yā€™all get crazy nosy haha- itā€™s alright.šŸ’›nothing too interesting will be here anywayšŸ’›if you would like to come in and be supportive itā€™s completely okiešŸ’›but please donā€™t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšŸ’›because Iā€™d still like this to be just my space ^-^šŸ’›)

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unassumingEyes June 25th

@iloveyouxx

I didnt want to invade ur space but the corner also felt too. Public. šŸ©· sorry šŸ©· no but like- sorry xD apparently a certain frnd of ours kinda told u about how i reacted after- u know u poofed and came back- and like.

No. No i do not feel like that, no i am not mad at you, no it was not your fault, no you were not a bad frnd, no i did not think of you as a bad friend.Ā 

None of that.Ā 

I was- like. I wasnt okay. That day. Week. Whatever. I really wasnt okay like i did stupid stuff and hurt myself and like u dont need me to dump on u but yea- and i was worried about u bcz i do love you and it just got messed up and i got mad but i wasnt really mad at you i was just.

Mad.Ā 

And that was wrong- and thats why i never spoke to u and told u i was mad bcz i knew it was wrong and it was just misplaced anger but it was alot and i needed to talk to listener frnd about it but that just. Like. I didnt mean for u to hear any of that or feel like idk. However u felt. Like i cnt assume how u felt but like i know it cld hv been. Not nice- and im sorry šŸ©· it was really misplaced anger and stupid nd i recognize this looks like an excuse but i swear šŸ©· i didnt mean to react that way šŸ©· and im really sorry šŸ©· and i miss u so much and i get so worried but still. That was wrong and unfair to u and im sorry šŸ©·


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iloveyouxx OP June 25th

@unassumingEyes

no no itā€™s okayĀ 

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iloveyouxx OP June 25th

@iloveyouxx

thankyoušŸ¤Ā 

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iloveyouxx OP June 25th

@iloveyouxx

i probably shouldnā€™t have chosen to reply in a rush but I kinda prefer it. but really itā€™s okay idk I donā€™t really care that much. I care about you ofcourse but either way apology or not I wouldnā€™t have really cared. thankyou thošŸ©·I love you tooĀ :')šŸ©·

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iloveyouxx OP June 25th

@iloveyouxx

i wonā€™t be online again in days so sorry eyes. tcšŸ¤

unassumingEyes June 26th

@iloveyouxxĀ 

I didnt reply because i didnt know how to just use words šŸ’€ u told me once to just šŸ§ šŸ—‘ and say whatever im thinking but idk-

But i thought a heart was too little so ill say that i love you šŸ©· and if i didnt upset you then im glad ofc šŸ©· and im grateful for u and ur like everything šŸ©· i shld say more but for now šŸ©·

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iloveyouxx OP June 27th

@unassumingEyes

Iā€™m sorry eyes I never got notified :ā€™)šŸ¤Iā€™d like it if you did just say what you were thinkingšŸ©·honestly now that I think about it I was a little bit hurt because idk. smh Iā€™m eyes-ing/j/lh :pšŸ©·thankyoušŸ©·ily so muchšŸ©·

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unassumingEyes June 27th

@iloveyouxx


I love you too šŸ’Ÿ

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iloveyouxx OP June 25th

nvm Iā€™m here for a while he left. also sorry if the bigger text is uncomfy I can make it small again I just idk. wait Iā€™ll do that.Ā 

I donā€™t really know what to say but itā€™s not like Iā€™m hurt or whatever. I canā€™t stop loving or caring about you just because I canā€™t you were one of my best friends. I care about our friendship and so much about you but I feel like nothing really matters atp especially me and I mean if this is just happening to me than itā€™s okay. I just donā€™t care. Im not gonna tag just because thatā€™d kinda make it so that Iā€™m venting again for no reason just to you but idk. I knew about the other person cos there was you and them and honestly theirs was just funny and yours was just okay. nvm heā€™s back tcšŸ©·

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iloveyouxx OP June 25th

@iloveyouxx

you are sorry you are one of my best friends I swear I didnā€™t mean that but rea,lly I have to go byešŸ©·

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iloveyouxx OP June 26th

my dad left for work and he didnā€™t lock the door with our devices because my brother was there and he was sick. so Iā€™m here for todayĀ 

iloveyouxx OP June 26th

(I donā€™t mean to be distant. Iā€™m sorry)

iloveyouxx OP June 26th

I honestly hate this page I wanna make it to the next.

iloveyouxx OP June 26th

I need 8 more posts-

iloveyouxx OP June 26th

I really donā€™t wanna be here

iloveyouxx OP June 26th

my head hurts. also Iā€™m not gonna make it to the next page Iā€™ve been stuck here since june 14th-

iloveyouxx OP June 26th

I donā€™t wanna do it but Iā€™m going to atp-

iloveyouxx OP June 26th

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