in the wonders of my mindš.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnāt look like meš§makes sense doesnāt itšsince there can only be one *me*āØone of a kind now arent Iš/sar. one out of 8118835999āØš·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youāre also one of a kindš sorrysorry haha :Pš¤im just messing around xDšalso itās 2am- but shush no snitchingš¤«Iāll sleep in a whilešwhen Iām feeling a bit more sane :>šš©·
wanted to have my own space.š for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.š
to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šplease dont lurk here.š©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šbut please be respectfulš©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :Pš yāall get crazy nosy haha- itās alright.šnothing too interesting will be here anywayšif you would like to come in and be supportive itās completely okiešbut please donāt make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšbecause Iād still like this to be just my space ^-^š)
@iloveyouxx
I didnt want to invade ur space but the corner also felt too. Public. š©· sorry š©· no but like- sorry xD apparently a certain frnd of ours kinda told u about how i reacted after- u know u poofed and came back- and like.
No. No i do not feel like that, no i am not mad at you, no it was not your fault, no you were not a bad frnd, no i did not think of you as a bad friend.Ā
None of that.Ā
I was- like. I wasnt okay. That day. Week. Whatever. I really wasnt okay like i did stupid stuff and hurt myself and like u dont need me to dump on u but yea- and i was worried about u bcz i do love you and it just got messed up and i got mad but i wasnt really mad at you i was just.
Mad.Ā
And that was wrong- and thats why i never spoke to u and told u i was mad bcz i knew it was wrong and it was just misplaced anger but it was alot and i needed to talk to listener frnd about it but that just. Like. I didnt mean for u to hear any of that or feel like idk. However u felt. Like i cnt assume how u felt but like i know it cld hv been. Not nice- and im sorry š©· it was really misplaced anger and stupid nd i recognize this looks like an excuse but i swear š©· i didnt mean to react that way š©· and im really sorry š©· and i miss u so much and i get so worried but still. That was wrong and unfair to u and im sorry š©·
@unassumingEyes
no no itās okayĀ
@iloveyouxx
thankyouš¤Ā
@iloveyouxx
i probably shouldnāt have chosen to reply in a rush but I kinda prefer it. but really itās okay idk I donāt really care that much. I care about you ofcourse but either way apology or not I wouldnāt have really cared. thankyou thoš©·I love you tooĀ :')š©·
@iloveyouxxĀ
I didnt reply because i didnt know how to just use words š u told me once to just š§ š and say whatever im thinking but idk-
But i thought a heart was too little so ill say that i love you š©· and if i didnt upset you then im glad ofc š©· and im grateful for u and ur like everything š©· i shld say more but for now š©·
nvm Iām here for a while he left. also sorry if the bigger text is uncomfy I can make it small again I just idk. wait Iāll do that.Ā
I donāt really know what to say but itās not like Iām hurt or whatever. I canāt stop loving or caring about you just because I canāt you were one of my best friends. I care about our friendship and so much about you but I feel like nothing really matters atp especially me and I mean if this is just happening to me than itās okay. I just donāt care. Im not gonna tag just because thatād kinda make it so that Iām venting again for no reason just to you but idk. I knew about the other person cos there was you and them and honestly theirs was just funny and yours was just okay. nvm heās back tcš©·
my dad left for work and he didnāt lock the door with our devices because my brother was there and he was sick. so Iām here for todayĀ
I honestly hate this page I wanna make it to the next.
my head hurts. also Iām not gonna make it to the next page Iāve been stuck here since june 14th-