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iloveyouxx March 17th

hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnā€™t look like mešŸ§makes sense doesnā€™t itšŸ˜›since there can only be one *me*āœØone of a kind now arent IšŸ˜/sar. one out of 8118835999āœØšŸŒ·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youā€™re also one of a kindšŸ’– sorrysorry haha :PšŸ¤im just messing around xDšŸ’žalso itā€™s 2am- but shush no snitchingšŸ¤«Iā€™ll sleep in a whilešŸ˜when Iā€™m feeling a bit more sane :>šŸ˜›šŸ©·

wanted to have my own space.šŸ’œ for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.šŸ’™

to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šŸ’œplease dont lurk here.šŸ©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šŸ’™but please be respectfulšŸ©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :PšŸ’› yā€™all get crazy nosy haha- itā€™s alright.šŸ’›nothing too interesting will be here anywayšŸ’›if you would like to come in and be supportive itā€™s completely okiešŸ’›but please donā€™t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšŸ’›because Iā€™d still like this to be just my space ^-^šŸ’›)

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iloveyouxx OP June 1st

I just kept getting worse tho. my cringey younger self was happy at least. atleast I was happy. I couldnā€™t be happy now and I know if I wasnā€™t as stupid and naive back then I wouldve just broken. at least I was happy. but Iā€™m still gonna make fun of myself. there was so much behind that smile that I could never see again.Ā 

iloveyouxx OP June 1st

I had to so much light and love in me and it just hurts so bad

iloveyouxx OP June 1st

every time I come on here I just hate myself even more because I just feel so attention seeking- I know Iā€™m not at all. but I hate it when people do it. and then thereā€™re those 7+ people meeting up to start that same predictable *** that everyoneā€™s so used to. itā€™s so predictable. but I just come here to talk and I already know most of the time Iā€™m just alone but I feel bad because- Iā€™m just. wasting my own space. inhaling too much oxygen and my presence is already bad enough.Ā 

iloveyouxx OP June 1st

literally no one cares no one *** cares just *** get over yourself get up and move on no oneā€™s gonna think twice about you and no oneā€™s gonna stop you when youā€™re talkin sui and no oneā€™s gonna grieve or hurt when your full name is carved into a gravestone

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unassumingEyes June 1st

@iloveyouxxĀ 

I care nadia frnd šŸ©· i wld hate to lose you šŸ„ŗ

@iloveyouxx

i would care too. šŸ’œ *hugs if okay*Ā 

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iloveyouxx OP June 1st

I feel like the way I talk is toxic to other people :ā€™) because what if someone reads it and is like- oh :ā€™) theyā€™re right :ā€™) but itā€™s just about me- really tho.Ā 

iloveyouxx OP June 1st

I think Iā€™m almost out of flavorless gum :ā€™)

iloveyouxx OP June 1st

donā€™t.

iloveyouxx OP June 1st

Iā€™m so hungry. Iā€™m so hungry but I canā€™t eat I wonā€™t eat donā€™t eat just donā€™t just stop it I canā€™t do this Iā€™m so tired Iā€™m so hungry. Iā€™ve went longer Iā€™ll be fine. itā€™s not that hard.

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iloveyouxx OP June 1st
watch me talk to myself like a manic.
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iloveyouxx OP June 1st

Iā€™m so hungry.Ā 

iloveyouxx OP June 1st

at the beginning of the year I had a list of 28 goals. and I kept editing it until it went down to eleven. I havenā€™t made the smallest bit of progress in any of them.