in the wonders of my mindš.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnāt look like meš§makes sense doesnāt itšsince there can only be one *me*āØone of a kind now arent Iš/sar. one out of 8118835999āØš·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youāre also one of a kindš sorrysorry haha :Pš¤im just messing around xDšalso itās 2am- but shush no snitchingš¤«Iāll sleep in a whilešwhen Iām feeling a bit more sane :>šš©·
wanted to have my own space.š for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.š
to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šplease dont lurk here.š©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šbut please be respectfulš©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :Pš yāall get crazy nosy haha- itās alright.šnothing too interesting will be here anywayšif you would like to come in and be supportive itās completely okiešbut please donāt make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšbecause Iād still like this to be just my space ^-^š)
I just kept getting worse tho. my cringey younger self was happy at least. atleast I was happy. I couldnāt be happy now and I know if I wasnāt as stupid and naive back then I wouldve just broken. at least I was happy. but Iām still gonna make fun of myself. there was so much behind that smile that I could never see again.Ā
every time I come on here I just hate myself even more because I just feel so attention seeking- I know Iām not at all. but I hate it when people do it. and then thereāre those 7+ people meeting up to start that same predictable *** that everyoneās so used to. itās so predictable. but I just come here to talk and I already know most of the time Iām just alone but I feel bad because- Iām just. wasting my own space. inhaling too much oxygen and my presence is already bad enough.Ā
literally no one cares no one *** cares just *** get over yourself get up and move on no oneās gonna think twice about you and no oneās gonna stop you when youāre talkin sui and no oneās gonna grieve or hurt when your full name is carved into a gravestone
@iloveyouxxĀ
I care nadia frnd š©· i wld hate to lose you š„ŗ
@iloveyouxx
i would care too. š *hugs if okay*Ā
I feel like the way I talk is toxic to other people :ā) because what if someone reads it and is like- oh :ā) theyāre right :ā) but itās just about me- really tho.Ā