in the wonders of my mindš.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnāt look like meš§makes sense doesnāt itšsince there can only be one *me*āØone of a kind now arent Iš/sar. one out of 8118835999āØš·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youāre also one of a kindš sorrysorry haha :Pš¤im just messing around xDšalso itās 2am- but shush no snitchingš¤«Iāll sleep in a whilešwhen Iām feeling a bit more sane :>šš©·
wanted to have my own space.š for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.š
to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šplease dont lurk here.š©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šbut please be respectfulš©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :Pš yāall get crazy nosy haha- itās alright.šnothing too interesting will be here anywayšif you would like to come in and be supportive itās completely okiešbut please donāt make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšbecause Iād still like this to be just my space ^-^š)
" I have to remind myself that some birds aren't meant to be caged. Their feathers are just too bright." This is a dialogue from the movie The Shawshank Redemption, and whenever I watch this movie, I get intrigued by this particular line. We all have our own prisons, some are physical and can be seen, some prisons are our own minds which can be felt by only us. I belong to the second category. I don't know that if my feathers are bright enough to aim the sky but if a little courage is shown, just like Andy Dufresne, I guess you would break through the barrier. You would know what you are capable of. You won't burn in the sun rather you will glow. The wind will be your friend and the walls would be your foe. You would know how bright are your feathers.Ā
@neathemlock07
soĀ :') I wrote like a three paragraph reply. first one was apologizing and explaining why I mightāve not replied. second and third were replying to thisĀ :')š©·and then I ran outta charge- and honestly I was kinda happy before because it felt like the first time I wrote a long reply and it didnāt get deleted before I post. but nvm I guess :D/sarš¤that screenshot is just random proof. it shows the date today and the time in my country :p and the fact I was at 1% after plugging my device in- and the login page after my internet came backĀ :') that whole reply basically just saying thankyou <3 and it was just me appreciating you taking the time and thought to write this for meš©·and relating to some of the things you said. and talking about the movie. idk I was just yappingšIām sorry. maybe Iāll properly reply if I have the energy againĀ :')š©·I lose it all so easily-Ā
Iām so bothered rn.
@iloveyouxx This is so sad š but so relatableĀ
There are so many lonely people š
@mytwistedsoul
i was crying with the girl 3 minutes inĀ :') it just broke my heart seeing her cry. and how she thought. my whole fyp is full of videos like that- theyāre always a couple of years old and with millions of views. thereās another video "I have no friends" but by a different creator- "I canāt help being ugly" thereās schizophrenia episodes. "On suicide" "idk what to do anymore" and thereāre also videos of old people talking about their regretsĀ :') videos on being autistic- and those really hurt too because in my school autism is used as one of the biggest insults- and everyone uses it all the time. genuinely tho. just to everyone. being neurodivergent and being treated differently. it really is so sad.šš©·it hurts so much watching those. but I watch them all the time.Ā
(my dad still hasnāt come back. Iām kinda scared to leave my room but I just wanted to say Iām still here for now :p)
