@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
i still have a photo of when my family, were a family.
i need to rip it apart.
i need to burn it.
i just want it out of my way.
@amiableBunny4016 If I were you I would just tuck it away somewhere. Keep it out of site and pretend it doesn't exist for now. It would be pretty cathartic to rip it up and burn it. You might feel differently when the emotions aren't running so high. Ultimately it's your choice of course. This is just a suggestion :)
anyone here?
@amiableBunny4016
*waves*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hey....
@amiableBunny4016
hey bunny 💜 what’s up?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
nothing. just feeling a bit lonely. 💖
@amiableBunny4016
:') i get what you mean… loneliness isn't fun :/ 💜 *hugs if okay*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs* 💗 thank you for being here Ni.
@amiableBunny4016
*big hugs* 💜
does bunny friend want to talk about anything? 💜 (i don’t know how else to ask :') … idk how to start conversations… *and now i’m remembering our silly chat from the other day lol*)
it's almost 11 pm here, it's kinda my sleepy-time soon since tomorrow's monday… but i’m still gonna be here for a little while longer 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its okay ni. you don't need to stay up any longer than needed friend <3
@amiableBunny4016
💜 i would stay on a little longer if i could but stuff going on here so i gotta go :( thank you for understanding though bunny friend. :')
i hope you’ll be able to get some sleep tonight 💜 love you, be safe
i'm finding it a little difficult to catch my breath
@amiableBunny4016 Take some deep breaths and remind yourself that you're safe 💙
@mytwistedsoul
it feels like somethings stuck inside my chest...maybe its just me panicing. i dont know... there is something inside of me thats telling me to panic. sort of like a red light alert. i dont know why...
@amiableBunny4016 Sometimes a panic attack can hit without any reason. Where you thinking about anything? May e you saw or heard something? If it gets worse maybe call for a nurse ?
@mytwistedsoul
just.. stuff . you know. i think im gonna call someone, this machine is beeping for some reason..i... i think i'm gonna logout for a while.
take care.
@amiableBunny4016 I'm glad you're calling someone. Especially if something is beeping 💙
@amiableBunny4016
*sending hugs and strength your way if okay, bunny bean* 💜
*** ***... my bp is dangerously low...
@amiableBunny4016 Oh that's not good 😬 that explains why it was beeping!
@amiableBunny4016
hi.
@amiableBunny4016
hi friend 💗
@LoveMyMoonflowers
heyo ni. hows it going?
@amiableBunny4016
hi bun 💜
um… im fine. :') life is life-ing lifelily. being real lifey. in the lifiest way possible. i’m being my weird self, how's you bun 💜 how are things in your world 💜💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah, i hear you 💗 life can be rocky and upsy and downsy, almost unpredictable at this point. I'm fine. just the same old xD.
@amiableBunny4016
yeah.. :/ life is strange. 💜
*sending comfy hugs to bunny if okay* 💜 i know it’s not always easy. :( it's good to be fine/ok but you don’t have to pretend to be if your not bunny friend 💜💜 (no pressure though, i don’t mean to pry, im sorry)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
@amiableBunny4016
*accepts hugs* thank you lovely friend 💜
so.... i had a panic attack. and screamed. alot. and threw a tantrum like a toddler today. and became aggressive. and pushed people away.
and now... i'm just sitting here... and i've lost my voice. and idk what im supposed to do. i just feel dead.
@amiableBunny4016 That's definitely a rough time 😞 Sometimes panic attacks can make us act in ways we would never dream of normally 💙
@mytwistedsoul
i've lost my voice too. T-T oh well, i'll survive. lol. 💙 i'm just distracting myself with sad dramas and shows and talking weird stuff on here. beep. what you up to? how ya doing?
@amiableBunny4016 Could you have strained them? If you were screaming alot? It sucks when that happens though 😕 Maybe you could have some ice chips or something? I haven't been up to much tbh. Mostly just keeping to myself and trying to stay out of trouble
Thank you for asking 💙
@mytwistedsoul
oh well.. its over now. idk. i give up on people here at this point. but you barely get into trouble soul friend :( 💙 you always so kind and lovely! *sends hugs if okay*
@amiableBunny4016 Tbh I realized that about here recently too. A lot of people have proven my point on something that I said a while back. Yeah I don't worry to much about getting in trouble here. It's more - real life darker thoughts type trouble
*gladly accepts hugs and sends some back to you 💙 💙
@mytwistedsoul
i don't quiet understand soul but it sounds like things on here been difficult, i know the rules on here and some people on here are a bit rude/tough. 💙 yeah, i understand, sometimes it gets too much we dont even care. i'm sorry dark thoughts coming back 💙 i understand it can bring up difficult thoughts and emotions. 💙 *sits with you*
@amiableBunny4016
do you know what might have caused it bun? :( *no pressure* 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
idk not gonna lie. i dont know what i was thinking...💜
@amiableBunny4016
it's okay 💜 sometimes we don’t know the cause of it and that’s okay friend. 💜💜