@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
i've been obsessed with writing letters recently. and never send them. i just posted one on here.
i dont know why this obsession has captured me 😀 its just... really dramatic
for a friend, that was once a friend.
dear best friend,
i dont want to call you my "ex best friend" or a "bully" or anything like that, because i refuse to do it with all my heart. i wont tell what you did and what you didnt do in the past, i wont say "you did this, and i felt this" and that sort of thing, because its not worth it. instead, i want to talk about what i did and what i feel. and you may call it selfish, but the art of expressing emotions is important in relationships such as friendships. its not worth, breaking every piece of myself to tell you what you did because i am in a process of changing, not changing myself but i'm changing who i stay with, and who i leave. life has its difficulties and challenges, but that gives no one the right to step on the necks of other people for the sake of their own difficulties. in the short term our friendship lasted, i kept my head down wheather people put me through pain and shame or threw insults at me i kept silent. in the short term our friendship lasted, i made mistakes that were hard to bare, because i myself couldn't forgive myself for it. in the short term our friendship lasted, i loved you just as i would do to my own brother and i tried to give you the love and peace you wanted, but perhaps i failed to do that. in the short term our friendship lasted, i related to someone, i cared about someone, i trusted someone to hold me and understand me, and i did everything i could to be there for you. in the short term our friendship lasted, i poured my heart out to laugh and listen and hold on to you. i called you my sister, you were my big sister and my little sister. but i dont know what was lacking in our friendship that made us act the way we did. i did everything i could to save the both of us, i forgave you for everything. but what i did was not enough for you, so here i am pleading for your love and warmth because i didnt have much of it in my life. begging for you to stop. to stop all this. end it. dont send me messages expressing hatred. dont tell me what to do with my life, because i stay alive for me, not for others to tell me reasons why i live because thats how i lived my whole life, dont call me or say my name again, dont come back to me when it hurts you. dont. because i dont want you to get hurt. dont visit me. dont smile at me. dont give me faces if i ever come back to school. dont find me. because im not there.
im not there.
im not there.
im not there.
sincerely,
your friend.
@amiableBunny4016 sometimes (a lot of the time actually 😛) I'm not good with words or expressing things lol 💜 but I wanted to say thank you Bunny Beanie. For just being you. And for being my friend… for being in my life. your such a blessing lovely bunny bunbun 💜 You always have been. I know things can get tough for you in your world and you’ve always been dealing with so much.. 😔 But.. even amid the okay that’s happened and amid the not-okay and amid the bad… you’ve still taken the time to show your friends that you care about them and that you want to be there for them. Your so beyond sweet my friend 💜 I just… hope one day you’ll realise how special you are Bunny Bean. 💜 Love you.
-That one friend from Saturn named Ni ✨ lol 🤪 #IAmStillAProudSaturnianWeirdo
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@LoveMyMoonflowers
Oh my goodness! didnt expect to wake up to this in the morning (or bunny just woke up in the afternoon shhh dont tell anyone lol xD 😀). Lovely Ni, there isn't words to express how grateful I am for you and for how much you mean to me. 💗 Teenie world is never the same without you friend! I remember when you joined 7cups and me meet you in a chatrooms (can't remember which one sadly), and our friendship slowly started to grow from there 💗 You have been there through every thick and thin in my life, always there to give hugs and talk about dinoswaurs, and recently we started talking about weird things haha 😭 which make me giggle all day long! your the most funniest, brightest, and such a sweet person and honestly, you feel like a sister to me at times.💗
You are a loving and caring friend and I know sometimes you go through hard times and life doesnt treat people very kindly but even then, Ni is still her loving, caring and beautiful self 💖 you deserve so much more than you think Ni, more than you could have ever imagined.
And words are not enough to explain, the weird and funny memories we created together. 😝 wheather it be in chatrooms, forums or pms (which we started more recently) you always made me smile in some way. You always brightened my day somehow wheather it be through a virtual hug, a loving message, a conversation about not being able to have a conversation (when social anxiety takes over our brains)
I don't regret any bit of talking to you or being around you 💗and I hope we continue to move this journey along together and grow up to be wonderful beings. And possibily change the world with being from Saturn and creating headlines 🤣 and talking about the weirdness of English, or just weird things that go on in Ni and Bunny's head which aren't supposed to make sense anymore 😀 #weareproudweirdos.
Bunny :)
flashbacks coming back....
@amiableBunny4016
i’m sorry bunny bean :( understandable to feel overwhelmed though with the flashbacks 😔 deep breaths okie friend? 💜 what do you think would help while having flashbacks? :(
i feel so overwhelmed
this will pass bunny... this will pass... it will go away.. just give it some time..... flashbacks will go away.
is anyone here?
@amiableBunny4016
*sending safe hugs your way if okay* i wish they were real hugs.. 😔 but im sending the biggest virtual hugs your way bunny bunbun
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Dad's going to crash the car.. he's angry. Dad's going to crash it. dad's going to crash it. I-
@amiableBunny4016
Bunny, deep breaths okie? 💜 This will pass, i promise. your safe Bunny 💜 your safe in the hospital, it’s okay. Bunny would you like to try some grounding?
