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amiableBunny4016 November 20th, 2022

Hi everyone,

Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.

Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.

I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.

Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”

Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.

We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.

If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....

Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.

Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.

You can get through this.

I am here for you.

We are here for you.


Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.

Take care,

Bunny

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amiableBunny4016 OP June 19th

i listened to this music last night... and just sat and cried and sobbed.

amiableBunny4016 OP June 24th

"In the darkness, the thousands of lanterns flickered to life. The sky was clear. The stars infinite. The light of the moon was full and bright. On a night as this, my heart was content, awaiting the promise of tomorrow" - Sue Lynn Tann

This quote is so beautiful 😭 arghhhh! i dont know.... there are some quotes that i get obsessed over ( i know its weird) but i can'ttttt

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@amiableBunny4016 it’s not weird at all ❤️ i think that quote is beautiful too ❤️

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amiableBunny4016 OP June 26th

how can i be so lost? for how long will it be this way? in this stupid place, depending on others. how much longer?

amiableBunny4016 OP June 26th

i closed my heart to everything, so everything ended. mom left me. dads gone. god knows where everyone else is. 

its what love does to you. you open your heart, and people will rip it apart and make it bleed. you close and you wont have to feel that sort of pain again.

but you do feel the pain of absence. absence of people. absence of joy. absence of anything. 


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mytwistedsoul June 26th

@amiableBunny4016 I'm still here 💙 I still love you Bunny.  I wanted to reply sooner but it was a mad dash trying to find a mod because I have a chat I host. Then anxiety kicked in because of rushing

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amiableBunny4016 OP June 27th

@mytwistedsoul

its okay. 💙 hope your okay now.... 

love you too. 


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mytwistedsoul June 27th

@amiableBunny4016 Hey you 💙 Well the anxiety is less but then my other companion settles in


If it's ok to ask - are you getting better? Has there been any mention on when you can get out? You've got to be going buggy right now being couped up in there 😞
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amiableBunny4016 OP June 27th

@mytwistedsoul

glad the anxiety has kind of settled 💙  rooting for you

i'm fine. thats highly unlikely, after my attempt last night. even if i leave, where do i go? they got to find my mom first, and decide where i go. 💙 

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mytwistedsoul June 27th

@amiableBunny4016 Thank you 💙

I saw you had written that she had left but idk - I guess I wasn't thinking she Left you altogether. I'm really sorry Bunny. She's a POS for all the things she's done to you and for abandoning you

That really sucks 😞
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amiableBunny4016 OP June 27th

@mytwistedsoul

i dont care tbh. i'm not even bothered thinking about her or anything. i've just become numb to all this. 

oh well...... i'll survive i guess.


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mytwistedsoul June 27th

@amiableBunny4016 Being numb is probably the safest thing right now 💙 I believe you will survive. It takes time and hard work - which sounds so lame. And Bunny? No more "attempts" ok? Please 🥺

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amiableBunny4016 OP June 27th

@mytwistedsoul

yeah, being numb is better than feeling the pain 💙 i dont feel pain anymore. it was another atttempt to end it.....unfortuntely i survived. 

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mytwistedsoul June 27th

@amiableBunny4016 Cross off the un part 💙 Fortunately you survived 

And I'm grateful you did 💙


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amiableBunny4016 OP June 26th

no one. nothing. just alone. alone. alone. alone. alone. alone. alone. alone. alone

no one here.

amiableBunny4016 OP June 27th

my parents have a brought a corpse from our home.


me.

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amiableBunny4016 OP June 27th

corpses dont feel pain.

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amiableBunny4016 OP June 28th

anyone here?

amiableBunny4016 OP June 28th
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mytwistedsoul June 28th

@amiableBunny4016 I'm so sorry Bunny. 💙 You knew this person? A friend.  I saw they were an atl. *offers safe hugs* 

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amiableBunny4016 OP June 29th

@mytwistedsoul

Yep. I knew them since I joined 7cups... 

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mytwistedsoul June 29th

@amiableBunny4016 I'm sorry 😞 they sounded like a wonderful person. They will be deeply missed 💙

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amiableBunny4016 OP June 29th

@mytwistedsoul

Mhm. I lost a teacher recently.. she's gone. I trusted her. She used to send me letters and cards and would always try to make me happy and feel strong. 

And now we seem to keep loosing people, one after another. Another person that I cared about. Another person that left.

Turtle will be missed lots 💜 

Like they say...Grief is the price we pay for love.


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@amiableBunny4016

*hugs bunny if okay…?* 

💜

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amiableBunny4016 OP June 29th

Im having flashbacks of that attempt...

amiableBunny4016 OP June 29th

Isn't it weird how people come and leave our lives? I had a deep conversation about grief and people in a chatroom yesterday with my dear teen friends. 

When you look around and realise that everything will be gone one day? That everything you loved and cared for will leave one day or won't last forever? 

Or even the idea that one day you will be gone too. And people will feel similar/same ways you felt about loosing someone? 

It's so strange yet so scary. That nothings meant to last. 

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@amiableBunny4016

🥺❤ *hugs tight*

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amiableBunny4016 OP June 29th

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

hey ....its been a while... *hugs sun tight if okay* 💗

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@amiableBunny4016

Yes hehe, life being all life-like or something.🥲 

*hugging back tightly*❤

(Nomming your "if okay" for the millionth time now sweet shining bunnyyy😛😂😭😭)

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amiableBunny4016 OP June 29th

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

yeah, life gets busy hehe. lol. it can be all over the place sometimes. *sends sun friend some love*

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