@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
idk why im crying...
@amiableBunny4016
*Sends the biggest huuugggiiee for bunny bean* 💜
so... i'm home i guess. the same walls. the same doors. the same mess.
@amiableBunny4016 Was your brother happy to see you at least?
@mytwistedsoul
yeah. i guess so.
@amiableBunny4016 How are you feeling being back there?
@mytwistedsoul
i don't want to be here. i feel sick....
@amiableBunny4016 I'm sorry that was a dumb question for me to ask. I don't blame you for not wanting to be there. It's not as though it holds many good memories for you. Is she at least being civil to you?
i dont know what to think.
i sat in the car, and she didn't say a word or even look at me.
i entered the house.. and she gave me a sad and depressing look.
she's just being really quiet. And shut herself in a room.
whats wrong with her?
@amiableBunny4016 i don’t mean to intrude or anything but… idk, maybe she’s feeling guilty…? :') idk just a thought. 💙 i'm sorry she's acting that way friend :(
i understand why bunnie friend's not liking being there much. :')
@amiableBunny4016 Would you feel comfortable asking her? Even just to ask her if she's happy you're home at least. Or idk - idk 😶
@mytwistedsoul @LoveMyMoonflowers
i'm sitting here on the other side of the locked door. i heard her sob earlier, but it seems like she has calmed down a bit. I keep trying to comfort her or say something nice, but she just doesnt speak. idk..
@amiableBunny4016 oh i see, friend. 💜 :') I don’t really know either..
@amiableBunny4016 I wish I knew what to tell you Bunny. Maybe she feels guilty or just sorry that things turned out the way they did. I could probably think of a dozen reasons and it probably isn't any of them
You're a good daughter. Trying to comfort her 💙
@mytwistedsoul
i think... im just going to have the unlock this door with the magic trick i used to do as a kid. one thing abuse taught me... was how to unpick and unlock doors. oh well.... we'll see how it goes. i'll try to talk to her.
@amiableBunny4016 It's a handy trick to have. Good luck - be safe. We're with you in spirit 💙
@amiableBunny4016 please try to be safe Bun 💜
i think she has no courage to look into my eyes anymore or even see my face.
all she does is sob and moan and make weird noises... and if i touch her she just gets scared.
@amiableBunny4016 Maybe she sees that you're not the same Bunny you were before. I wish I knew. Maybe just give her some space. You just got out of the hospital - this is the last thing you needed to deal with
If you feel the need to do something - maybe make something light for supper for your brother. Offer her some tea and toast maybe?
*offers safe hugs* I'm sorry you have this happening your first day home 😞
@mytwistedsoul
i dont feel hungry. i didnt have breakfast either.. idk. he said he already ate earlier and is full and went to bed early.... apperantly felt tired. *hugs* i might just clean up the house and get the wipes and spray out. and clean up the cupboards. and vacum the house.
might make her feel better.
i just need someone's comfort. i just.. want to talk. about something. anything.
@amiableBunny4016 now i'm remembering our conversation about headlines and abbreviations and the one about the urban dictionary. for some reason.
pfft..... she just proved she doesnt regret anything in a few seconds with a few words.
bro.. telling me it was my fault and telling me to go away is the first words she has to say.
this is a *** joke.
@amiableBunny4016 That's terrible ☹️ be careful Bun :(
she is actually taking the ***. all this being nice and being a good daughter. just *** off already. i dont know what *** mindset im living in trying to be nice with her. *** ***.
