Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
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@LoveMyMoonflowers
As i said to you earlier Ni, we all make mistakes. I used to be crazy, i used to trigger people lots with caps and (i was worse, trust me), argue with mods and create arguements. But Ni, if we apologise and move on and make a conversation things will get better friend 💙 things can change. *hugs if okay*. relationships change and so does life.
We love you for who you are Ni. I have loved the conversations we have had and I love being around you. 💙 you have never hurt me and you have always shown such kindness and love. I appreciate you.
*sends comfort beams*
@LoveMyMoonflowers *sits with you* 💙
I have to go. mom needs me to do some thing.
bye.
@LoveMyMoonflowers Lots of love to you Moon Pie 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*waits for you with trucks full of love*
Idk what to say honestly.
@LoveMyMoonflowers What's going on? What makes you want to leave?
You know you can talk to me about anything 💙 I hope you do anyway. No judgement. I might not have all the answers but I'm always willing to listen
Is there anything we can do to help you?
I think something is quite seriously wrong with me.
lmao.
When i sent the first request i included a question and they replied, asking me how i wanted to proceed. so i told them to delete it. and now i sent another email saying not yet, or any time soon. That i would send another request if i want it deleted some other time.
I'm so impulsive. i really hate it.
today's been such a weird rollercoaster day….
my summer breaks started but i have to get ready for the next school year and other ***
I need to write an apology. to all the people here who i worried, just because i did something impulsively. I'm so stupid, honestly.
i wrote a long reply but deleted most of it because it was just getting too long. Long story short, I sent them another request asking not to delete it (Imagine the headache i gave their team…..) Anyway i don’t know for sure if that will change anything but we’ll see what happens.
about me: I’m fine, really. i’m okay. it’s just that i'm really really really really really insanely impulsive and kinda stupid sometimes, and i realised i can be pretty insensitive too. :( I'm sorry for the trouble i caused everyone today. :') no one here is to blame, nothing happened because of any of you. <3
Tagging some people….. <3 no pressure to reply or anything like that, it’s ok.
@amiableBunny4016 @DarkerPlaces @SparkingLuna @Justmeeva @iloveyouxx @unassumingeyes @mytwistedsoul @kylersartpace @VictoriaLove7
@tranquilechoes @akunknown i hope it’s ok to tag you here
@LoveMyMoonflowers
It’s definitely okay - more than ok in fact - to tag me here. I’m always here so if you ever wanna talk about anything lmk and you are most definitely not stupid. Please don’t say or think anything like that about yourself ok?? *giving you all the biggest supportive friendliest hugs* ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@akunknown thank you 💙 your very kind. ^^
@LoveMyMoonflowers
You are most welcome ❤️
@LoveMyMoonflowers
As long as you are doing well and are in good space it's all ok just take care and if you don't feel well take break to relax and calm down also I really really love and appreciate you as a person so I really hope you are doing good and yes a hug for you 🤍✨✨
@tranquilechoes
💙 thanks echoes. *hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
u not leaving cups...??
@kylersartpace
*hugs if okay*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs really really tight not letting go crying*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yayyie! \(^-^)/ Nii 🌙🥧 stay in cups! 🌙🥧🤗🌈🧸
Thank you for staying in Cups Nii 🌙🥧🤗!
@LoveMyMoonflowers Hey 💙 It's ok - ok? You're not stupid and we're all alittle impulsive at times and make choices to do things in the moment. Tbh I've done it myself more than once. Had everything deleted and then drove everyone nuts to have it all put back. I felt like a total AH. Everyone has moments when they might be insensitive 💙 You didn't cause any trouble for anyone. I'm worried about you because I really do care about you. We all do💙
@mytwistedsoul
*Hugs for soul if okay* 💙💙💙 Thanks friend. i still feel a bit silly tbh. lol. but it’s okay. I didn’t know you could get stuff all back after it’s deleted though :o i thought after it’s all gone, it’s all gone and that’s it.
💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs Moon back tightly* 💙 that was a couple years ago. And it took months to find someone who would even try because I guess they had to scour and look through things? Idk if they could do that now. I vowed never to do it again 😅 It made too much work for people and cups wasn't quite as big as it is now. Now if I decide to delete any threads of mine - they'll have to stay gone 😬
@mytwistedsoul Ah 💜 i see. i guess that kind of thing wouldn’t really be possible now because this place is bigger and there are more people so… more people might come and then delete everything and then come back. It would be hard to get everything back for everyone 😅
Thanks soul 💜 good to see you too *hugs* 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
don't worry about it Ni. I've had those moments too 💛 i promised everyone i would leave and scared everyone until i realised it was just out of emotions and stuff. It happens. I'm glad your still here and i can't wait to make more beautiful memories with you <3
@amiableBunny4016
💙💙💙 Ni friend appreciate bunny.
@aquaaaaa 💙 ^^
i feel stupid
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧 is a smart & sweet teen 🥺
@VictoriaLove7 @LoveMyMoonflowers
I second this! 💙
@VictoriaLove7 @mytwistedsoul
And Vic and Soul are smart and sweet and kind and caring people 💙 *Hugs for both if okie*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*Nii 🌙🥧 huggss is always okie 🤗🌈🧸*
@VictoriaLove7
💙💙💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs* 💙😊💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Moonie, hugs if okay 🫂
@RachelListener
*hugs Rachel* 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers You can't be that stupid...you're still above ground & you've been alive up to now, right? Truly stupid people tend not to live very long.
@slowdecline48
🤔 you gave me something to think about. lol. 💙 thanks slow 💙
i didn’t get much sleep at all.
but it’s ok.
mom and big bro are still asleep