Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
i'm done.
i don’t want to do this anymore.
i think i'm gonna delete my account tbh.
@LoveMyMoonflowers 🥺 Oh Moon Can I ask why?
@mytwistedsoul
i don’t know how to say it.
i can’t find the help centre thing @_@ where you submit requests to delete accounts
found it.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
whats wrong ni? 💛 *sits with you* i know you must be feeling alot of emotions, and there must be so many thoughts going on in your mind. Sometimes, it can be super overwhelming and scary and we make decisions like these ones. Whatever you decide to do with submitting that request, is your choice. No one can dictate that, but just know you are always welcome here and we love you just the way you are 💛 You are amazing, and no one can stop you from achieving so many things Ni. Love you Ni. 💛
*sends hugs and love if okay*
Bunny :)
(p.s check your pms <3)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧🥺 stay in Cups *hugss Nii 🌙🥧🥺*
@LoveMyMoonflowers It's painful for you to be here right now? So many memories? I wish - I wish I could make you see that you didn't fail anyone. If you need time away - take the time but I wish you wouldn't delete your account because it takes everything. At the same time I also understand that maybe you need to do that - Idk. This is hard Moon. I hate to see you go but I don't want you to hurt either
I just push everyone away tbh. I always feel like doing this. it’s weird and i hate it. but it’s like an instinct. to isolate myself. that’s just how it is.
@LoveMyMoonflowers It's a defense mechanism. I know you said the other day about being afraid to hurt other people. Maybe you're afraid to be hurt too? It's easier to be alone. It really is. You just have to worry about yourself then. The problem is - it gets lonely and then the loneliness gets painful too
We accept you as you are. We really truly do. We have no expectations of you ok? If you're hurting - we only want to help you hurt less. That's all Moon 💙 We love you as is - as you are - no matter what. Nothing will change that
it’s hard to talk to people.
ugh.
just… ugh.
summary of my life? ugh.
i hate myself
disgusting ni
i think i triggered 2 people today.