Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
yeah i definitely did not get enough sleep. i literally just thought something in my native language which idk v well…. and then translated it to fully understand myself.
even this did not make any sense
in the past 6 hours i’ve had an insane amount of water.. at least insane for me because i don’t usually drink much water. (it’s so waterly watery and tastelessly tasteless 🤔)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Too much of anything isn’t good however water is healthy and when it comes to health you have to sacrifice taste if it comes to that. But if it’s tasty water you want, make a fruit smoothie or fruit shake or add honey to water or add salt and electrolytes and joyfully drink that tasty but healthy water! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@akunknown
Just please make sure you don’t drink too much anymore and overhydrate yourself. Not only is it not good to do that but you’ll end up running to the bathroom a lot even at night causing you to either not sleep or wake up in the middle of the night.
is drinking “too much” water a thing?
@LoveMyMoonflowers It can be believe it or not 😅 it can cause water toxicity 😬
@mytwistedsoul It's weird how I either drink too much water or too little. :') *sigh*
@LoveMyMoonflowers I think there's supposed to be an in between somewhere. I don't drink hardly any water tbh. I think maybe I was a fish in a past life and swore I never wanted anything to do with water again
@mytwistedsoul lol. 💙 i understand, though. have you tried keeping a water bottle with you? instead of a cup/glass
@LoveMyMoonflowers Yeah sometimes it helps and I'll drink alittle of it but usually it just gets warm. I had one with me yesterday and just ended up putting it back in the fridge 😬
@mytwistedsoul ugh i hate it when that happens. drinking water is eh but warm water is worse imo. :') it makes the throat feel kind of weird.
@LoveMyMoonflowers It does 😝 I mean if I'm lost in death valley with nothing but warm water ok but I can't see myself getting into that kind of situation - ever. Someone told me once to try sparkling water instead but I've been putting it off. Carbonated water just seems really gross
@mytwistedsoul lmao. i've heard of sparkling water and carbonated water but i see them all as attempts to get me and my kind (those who don’t like water much) to drink water in some form.
soul i don’t know why but i just imagined two things you said together. a fish who hates water stuck in death valley (actually that fish would be cooked… literally…)
@LoveMyMoonflowers Ikr!? Like seriously who do they think they're fooling? It's still water. There's even edible water. Edible - water. Just sounds so wrong. Or thickened water - which - ew
@mytwistedsoul what… soul. what the actual heck. Edible water? thickened water? this is the first time i’ve heard of this. 😭 Bruh i looked it up, it looks so weird. these people are so desperate for our kind to drink water.
dried fish… :') um. they have dishes with dried fish in them in my home/native country. I remember my mom bringing that stuff and having it in the kitchen. it’s terrible. 😭 sorry lol. but they sell it in like these packets here and once you open the packet. Jesus christ it stinks so bad.
@LoveMyMoonflowers I looked it up too. 😝 It mentioned something about a membrane. Oh no no no no. No way no how. You lost me 🤢 Something about the word in connection with water and uh uh
@LoveMyMoonflowers sorry I hope it wasn't anything I said 😞
@mytwistedsoul no it’s ok it’s me just something.
Why does everything come back at nighttime?
@LoveMyMoonflowers Because there's less distractions 😞 less to keep our minds occupied with
@mytwistedsoul I hate it real bad
@LoveMyMoonflowers
It is called overhydration, Nii 🌙🥧☺ just like Soul said, but maybe if you drink more than 3 liter a day
@VictoriaLove7 hehe i wasn't calculating how much exactly but i did feel a bit weird, some kinda sickie feeling after a while… hehe.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
☺ but me thought overhydration is prolly better than dehydration
i have my next ortho appointment in two days 🙄 oh well. :/
Ain’t gonna do same thing i did
yeahh. no.
yeah.…
It’s right there actually and how else do i cope with my ***?
No
Crap
actually my conclusion is we don’t know how to do anything and deal with anything at all
Stupid me, stupid emotions stupid thoughts stupid life stupid everything
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙 🥧 🥺* hugss if okie*