Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
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i also like how i just sit here and do nothing until I hurt myself
crap
im gonna shut up
*** me
How about some music? Dance around. Just move. Snap a rubber band on your arm. Go take an ice cold shower
@mytwistedsoul i can draw red lines
ill b fine Im just being stupid anyway.
@LoveMyMoonflowers That works too. I used to do that too. That and the rubber bands. Do what you have to - even sometimes just postponing it is a big step
@mytwistedsoul @LoveMyMoonflowers
i’m really late, but..
yeah, music is the best recommendation i have too. it doesn’t even have to be anything positive or something to supposedly make you feel better, just anything to help you get those emotions out safely 🩷
*ready to give you a big hug when you come back*
(also no need to reply 🩷)
Ni breathe ffs
@LoveMyMoonflowers Hey you 💙 you should be sleeping Moon Pie
@mytwistedsoul um. im asleep! yep. totally sleep. uh - Moon Pies sentient plushie Haru is typing this.
what is sleep….
@LoveMyMoonflowers Those plushies I'm telling you! Always out causing a ruckus! 😁 You having a rough night?
@mytwistedsoul Idk. sleep is nice but we gotta chase it down in a dark forest with demons lurking everywhere
@LoveMyMoonflowers This is true. Sometimes the dark can be scary. Especially when our minds can see all sorts of things in it. Sometimes we need something that brings us comfort and a feeling of security against those demons. Does Haru help with that?
@mytwistedsoul I always keep Haru with me in my bed. im not in bed now though i’m in the living room.. it’s not gonna stay dark for much longer
@LoveMyMoonflowers Oh it's almost morning? I always kind of liked that time of the day. Everything seems so quiet and still. But it feels - lonely at times. Did you get any sleep last night?
@mytwistedsoul yeah i like that time of day too. It does feel lonely sometimes but it’s.. quiet, just watching the sun coming up and the morning clouds.
uh.. no haha I’ve been awake all night
I think i’ll go to bed at least and see if i can get some rest. Thanks for being here soul 💙 moon pie appreciates you.
i hope you’ll be able to get some rest too when it’s sleepy-time for you friend. *Sending a hug if okay*
@LoveMyMoonflowers Thank you 💙 Sorry I missed this last night
@mytwistedsoul No worries 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers 😂 *pat pat* 
@mytwistedsoul lol you see how the kitty moves slightly away while getting patted 😅
Ugh my gif thingy isn’t working :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers
there <3
Bruh i auto tagged myself so… @mytwistedsoul
@LoveMyMoonflowers Getting ready to pat the doggo back 😂
I hate when things just don't want to work right with the gifs and the forums. Fix this stuff already! Geez! 🙄
@mytwistedsoul I wonder how that would go…
Yeah… isn't it interesting to think about how we all see issues with this place and then keep staying :') It's probably just for some people here tbh.
@LoveMyMoonflowers Probably about like that! 😂😂
Yeah 😕 I have to admit that there have been times that I almost said fts and left. Because this is supposed to be a safe place. It's supposed to be all inclusive but there always has to be someone that has to be a butthead and ruins it for everyone
@mytwistedsoul
Same… like with my whole thing… recently. 🤪
Yeah… it's not always safe though. actually imo the safest places are more private spaces like diary threads and talk-spaces.
there are several buttheads tbh… That person in lgbtq support was ranting about how straight and cis people aren’t allowed in rainbow room when that’s just stupid and not true 🙄 Smh. :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers 😂 Exactly! Some days it just Idk - things build up and we reach a point where we just say enough is enough. We take a break - take a pause but then there's people here that we miss. So you come back and then it starts all over again and we're back at square one again 😕
That is stupid. And it shows a double standard. So everyone else is supposed to be inclusive but they can pick and choose? It's not as though your friend was in there saying bad things I'm sure. And alot of straight and cis people still support others that are lgbtq
@LoveMyMoonflowers It gives you some alone time before the rest of the house wakes 💙 Oh the day after no sleep is hard. It usually makes it harder for me to handle my thoughts and emotions
Is your room too quiet when you try to sleep? I need something that makes white noise or I hear too many things
We had really late prayer time today. and i was just sitting there while they were singing hymns. and I feel weird.
a lot of this stuff doesn’t make sense honestly. oh well.
I think im angry.
idk.
i don’t like this emotion
It's 4 am. the suns gonna come up in a little while
