Stupid, dumb, useless rambles and weird thoughts up ahead, a million tws, and a suggestion you go on with your day instead of reading this,
Okay. What the ***.
Beginning to think that the point of being on earth is to struggle and heaven is the happy ending
Like earth is like Cinderella living with her step-mothers, and the prince’s castle is like heaven
And i guess thats basically what islam says like this world is the test and the hereafter is the result
But unlike actual tests you can help each other out…
and i guess people could find peace in this interpretation. Like yes people in Gaza are struggling because of human cruelty and going through things noone should ever have to go through
I mean when you look at how writers try to put maximum angst in their book you might see themes like watching loved ones pass away, starvation, humiliation, homelessness and the like and thats literally all happening in Palestine right now and even in Yemen, Afghanistan, Ukraine, Syria, Rhodesia, the list goes on…
but all those um like people would surely- no matter the religion that is right- go to heaven, right? After all that- i mean what would the point be to take them from one kind of H.ell and put them in another
but that also requires like a very strong belief that yes 100% there is god and there is heaven
And i think without that belief its impossible to actually come to terms with everything
because right now like taking Palestine as an example again Israel has like 100% usa’s support
Like you blame hamas, terrorists, israel, the us…
Who ever you blame, politics aside-
there is no solution until all parties co-operate.
and do you see any chances of that?
At this point maybe the best thing that could happen is an apocalypse-
and then the survivors can rebuild everything
Only the generations after a supposed apocalypse might just start this whole nonsense again knowing humans
so it again comes to just everyone dying and going to heaven and ***
Or some *** miracle fixing everything- what are the chances?
What im saying is i doubt- highly doubt- a human-made or natural way to fix all of this even exists. Because when it isnt Palestinians, its Syrians, Lebanese, Ukrainian, Afghans, Yemenis
Its even Pakistanis going days with water, food and electricity and considering it normal
So, I have both given up and not-
I have given up on the idea that a solution will emerge, that these tragedies will be stopped by anyway that is not death and human wipe-out
but i have not given up on the people who are still fighting and hoping. I support the, despite my own lack of hope, and in a way, wherever possible, i mean to fight alongside them
Because whether its a test I might fail, a friend I might disappoint, or nations full of suffering i might not be able to make a difference for, i think I owe it, to myself, to others, to try.
And when i think about it, really, really, think about it, we live in a ***-up, ***, down-right depressing world.
and when i think beyond that point, think about it even more, we live in this *** up, ***, down-right depressing world, and maybe we cant save everyone, but we can save a few, and thats always worth it.
For those of us who have seen suffering- who have walked through roads of homeless people, starving people, dying people, dead people
for those of us who have been a part of it, who have spent days in despair of their lives
for those of us who have been “lucky”, lucky to be blind, lucky to be disconnected
i think the best thing we can do is keep trying, and wait, for either a final tragedy, or a miracle
but the moment we stop trying, we stop being
