In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
Im tired 😞
Today was nice. We had an event in college for 6 september (defence day in Pakistan) for half the college day xD i now have a nation-wide currently famous song/recitation thing stuck in my head. Whoops
Considering how skeptical i am about AI, its almost offensive how well Meta AI just helped. Like, woah, thanks. But also i dont like the concept of your existence xD
Its not AI i dont trust i guess. Its the people now getting to use it..
Google thought i was a robot xD Asked me to select chimneys. I...hv not seen a Chimney irl- i clicked two chimney like things? Apparently not tho-?
@unassumingEyes
xDD I just looked up chimneys and this whole time I thought they looked like windows
@iloveyouxx i have a vague idea (rectangle thing on roof xD) but thats what i clicked and google was like "E x c u s e me, youre a robot!" Apparently-
@unassumingEyes
loll how I think of it is thing in christmas cartoons that santa falls from, hehe apparently xD you’re not a robott🩷you’re just a confused soul in a retiring body🩷xD/lh
Maybe sis is better than me in away, because at the end she wants us all to be happy and i dont care whether mom is happy or not anymore
Tw
Idk how to explain, but four of my exams have been rescheduled, roads are blocked throughout several cities, two college campuses hv been burnt to the ground, and protesting students are being injured by the police.
"Well," mom said, "Atleast you get to enjoy. No exams."
I would have way harsher in my response if dad wasnt here. All i did say was that theres very little positive to this in my personal life (everyday i prepare the exam and at night we get the notification its rescheduled. Now all these will prob be next week and waste more time) and no positive at all in any other aspect.
So yeah. Not enjoyment. Not enjoyment at all
College still didnt open. Tomorrow, maybe, but its almost 3pm and no official news. Either the protests stopped or the news stopped reporting it. Who knows
In other news i hv flu and feel awful
@unassumingEyes
whats that about :0 did you talk about it before I might’ve not read it
oof same I’m sorry :’) I think I have a mix of a flu and a cold- there’s a flu going around in my school so I don’t know if it’s related, do you have any medicine for it ): do you still have to go to school? I hope you get better really soon🩷I don’t know if your mom acts any different when you’re sick but try to get as much rest as you could? <3
@iloveyouxx
I didnt mention it (or anything else xD) on here before
Tw SA
A girl in another campus/branch of our college supposedly was SA'd by the security guard (I say supposedly not because I doubt it personally but because the girl herself didn't make the claim) there's alot of rumours about where the girl is, if she's okay etc
And alot of kids in that campus are saying that the principal is threatening them to be quiet about it 😐😐
Sooo student protests...and the police responded very violently against the students...and all campuses of our college are now closed (indefinitely) 🫠
🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟
As usual I forget the rest of my reply 🫠🫠
Um moms too tired to...be mean? And dad's also here so she's relatively calm
Thank you ❤️ I was gonna thank u for more than one thing but my brain hurts and I forgot the list so just thank you and hope ur okay 💞
*hugs*
@unassumingEyes
oh it’s okay I was kind of confused xD
omg eyes- that’s. a lot :’) it feels like a crime documentary I’d hear rotten mango tell especially with the principal threatening the kids to be quiet about it and the police and um :’) that’s actually…pretty messed up. I’m gonna be honest I don’t know anything about colleges but I hope that security guard is really far from where you go even tho it is supposedly, do you prefer being at home?
crime rates have been getting higher (but I mean ofcourse they are) especially stuff related to that please try and be safe💗
the stars xD like *horrifying occurnece* followed with 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟, I’m joking tho I know why you put those there but still xD🤍
noo it’s okay my short term memory hasn’t been getting better but I think you’re fine it’s just that you have to reply to one thing and think about it a lot so you forget the other stuff but that’s normal so you’re fine🩷
oh right you told me about that, she’s calmer when your dads there- too tired to be mean? :’) is your mom okay? I hope it wouldn’t just be that she too tired to yell at you and stuff but I’m sorry it has to be like that- TT
awww you don’t have to ❤️ do you still have headaches as often as you used to😭I don’t have headaches but I still relate to the brain hurting, my brain hurts too xD I’m..not okay but it’s fine honestly I’m happy I got the time and managed to talk to you today because today was so so busy with like house maintenance people everywhere and they stayed for so long so I just got on cups and decided to reply to your post then out of all the times I could’ve but I probably would’ve been too tired after or forgotten about it so I’m glad I did🩷I hope you’re okay💕other than being sick TT being sick sucks I wanna exist normally like I used to before I got sick, but how’re you other than the fact that you’re sick🩷xD mentally I think that’s what I mean, how’ve you been♥️
*hugs* (eyes omg I talk so much- idk what to remove but you can just ignore the extra yapping or ignore the whole thing if you want I didn’t notice until I read over it but anywho love you thankyou for talking to me today it made me feel better I missed you sm)
…it got longer- bye😭🩷/lh
@iloveyouxx (nah bcz i thought my response was too long too 😭😭 dw i like reading ur long posts :p)
College is superior to home 👍 bcz my teachers are nice 👍 also our security gaurds are also nice like not getting too close to girls kinda nice just giving the vibes of decent human beings so im not very worried for myself
Moms been tired bcz on friday three families came as guests and on saturday we went as guests and yesterday we had to get our vitamin D tests and then my sickness got worse casually (also im deficient in vit D xD) and then she nd sis had to do the work
(Which led to a whole thing about how i "never do the work and am so lazy" which dad being away from home for months at a time easily believed (rude))
Stars: 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟 i love this emoji lol
Oh ew maintainance (also this reply may be out of order im relying on memory)
Sick is bad and i too wish to go back to the state of not being sick
Headaches: normal amount (MY normal not other ppls normals xD)
Except when sick cuz then panadol doesnt work and i am left at the mercy of the headache 😞
Am i complaining too much? Tell me if im complaining too much
Other than being sick ive beeen....meh? Okay i think. Just stressed about the college situation
Howve you beeen?
@unassumingEyes
eyes😭I’ve been replying to this post for an hour since I found it and I meant to click on another tab and I clicked on the refresh button for this page and😭I need a few minutes to cope this is actually so sad. I’ll reply later tho <3 sorry TT🩷💞
@unassumingEyes
( I’m sorryyy my dad took all the devices away and the rest of that time I’d forget or check all my notifications for other apps too and not remember this because that notification is gone can you please tag me and remind me to reply because it’s also that I really want to like this isn’t something I wanna come and reply to next year so thank you and sorry it’s always so complicated having convos with me lol sorry ❤️ )
@iloveyouxx its not complicated ❤️ ill tag u everyday if u wany lol but i cn wait 🩷🍪
@unassumingEyes
okay no more excuses eyes I’m gonna reply right now!!
just saying it to make sure I do xD I’m sorry omg I’m so bad at….time xD timing. replying in a timely manner. ummm a lot of stuff
thankyou 🩷 idk you’re just amazing so thankyou 🩷
you should’ve reminded me xD no I’m joking I’m just bad at- convos. but guess what today is like idk what day it is but it’s a day about something for year 7s year 8s and year 11s so we can’t have our lessons so todays supposed to be online lessons and you know meetings and idk but it’s mostly just online work and I can procrastinate on that a little and come on here and finally reply so yeah this is getting too long it was supposed to be like too lines but anyway yeah thankyou for being so patient and kind🩷<3
(if after 5 hours I still haven’t replied actually come for me I’m so sorry <3)
…….……….
….i fell asleep
I’m- so sorry :’) I keep falling asleep so randomly seriously like I’m not even putting my device aside or closing my eyes I don’t even remember getting that sleepy
@iloveyouxx I love you but also are you getting enough sleep 😃❤️
@unassumingEyes
eyes omg I shouldn’t have even assumed that id reply today at all😭didn’t manage to reply way past the 5 hours :D basically equivalent to breaking a promise (at least to me cause like yk everything I said and I never even replied)
and oh yeah you keep seeing how all my posts end with I fell asleep XD😭no not really aha =D I’m severely sleep deprived :3 I love you too lol xD🩷thankyou for expressing your concern xDD I’m okay :p👍👍👍🩷I thinkle
anywho it’s 12am now and the days I went with no sleep when it was a school day those days were so horrible for me like before when I went days without sleep last year maybe it was that I’m used to it but now I just keep falling asleep and feeling horrible all day so I’m actually gonna try to get some sleep🩷4 hours maximum but I’ve got this!! I’ll make you proud eyes!!/lh❤️
(so sorry again btw I really am sorry omg but okay mark my words eyes by tomorrow…night? I would’ve replied. maybe I shouldn’t say that but I will cause saying it gives me more motivation to find the time to actually reply and I’ll manage for you <3 okay good night💗🥔💗)
College opens tmrrw. Like, officially. In other news my classmates are also down with the flu. We're still gonna come tho. I mean, first day after all that drama. Its crucial. We need to know where we stand. In other words, do we trust our teachers, or not?
We're stuck in limbo. A state of inbetween rn. We dont know who's on our side, and we're treading carefully. A girl was hurt. Maybe. Maybe not. But for her sake and for our sake, many many many students were protesting. And they were hurt for it. Anyone who doesnt condemn that is not on our side. Its simple
