In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
Im tired 😞
Today was nice. We had an event in college for 6 september (defence day in Pakistan) for half the college day xD i now have a nation-wide currently famous song/recitation thing stuck in my head. Whoops
Considering how skeptical i am about AI, its almost offensive how well Meta AI just helped. Like, woah, thanks. But also i dont like the concept of your existence xD
Its not AI i dont trust i guess. Its the people now getting to use it..
Google thought i was a robot xD Asked me to select chimneys. I...hv not seen a Chimney irl- i clicked two chimney like things? Apparently not tho-?
@unassumingEyes
xDD I just looked up chimneys and this whole time I thought they looked like windows
@iloveyouxx i have a vague idea (rectangle thing on roof xD) but thats what i clicked and google was like "E x c u s e me, youre a robot!" Apparently-
@unassumingEyes
loll how I think of it is thing in christmas cartoons that santa falls from, hehe apparently xD you’re not a robott🩷you’re just a confused soul in a retiring body🩷xD/lh
Maybe sis is better than me in away, because at the end she wants us all to be happy and i dont care whether mom is happy or not anymore
Tw
Idk how to explain, but four of my exams have been rescheduled, roads are blocked throughout several cities, two college campuses hv been burnt to the ground, and protesting students are being injured by the police.
"Well," mom said, "Atleast you get to enjoy. No exams."
I would have way harsher in my response if dad wasnt here. All i did say was that theres very little positive to this in my personal life (everyday i prepare the exam and at night we get the notification its rescheduled. Now all these will prob be next week and waste more time) and no positive at all in any other aspect.
So yeah. Not enjoyment. Not enjoyment at all
College still didnt open. Tomorrow, maybe, but its almost 3pm and no official news. Either the protests stopped or the news stopped reporting it. Who knows
In other news i hv flu and feel awful
@unassumingEyes
whats that about :0 did you talk about it before I might’ve not read it
oof same I’m sorry :’) I think I have a mix of a flu and a cold- there’s a flu going around in my school so I don’t know if it’s related, do you have any medicine for it ): do you still have to go to school? I hope you get better really soon🩷I don’t know if your mom acts any different when you’re sick but try to get as much rest as you could? <3
@iloveyouxx
I didnt mention it (or anything else xD) on here before
Tw SA
A girl in another campus/branch of our college supposedly was SA'd by the security guard (I say supposedly not because I doubt it personally but because the girl herself didn't make the claim) there's alot of rumours about where the girl is, if she's okay etc
And alot of kids in that campus are saying that the principal is threatening them to be quiet about it 😐😐
Sooo student protests...and the police responded very violently against the students...and all campuses of our college are now closed (indefinitely) 🫠
🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟
As usual I forget the rest of my reply 🫠🫠
Um moms too tired to...be mean? And dad's also here so she's relatively calm
Thank you ❤️ I was gonna thank u for more than one thing but my brain hurts and I forgot the list so just thank you and hope ur okay 💞
*hugs*
@unassumingEyes
oh it’s okay I was kind of confused xD
omg eyes- that’s. a lot :’) it feels like a crime documentary I’d hear rotten mango tell especially with the principal threatening the kids to be quiet about it and the police and um :’) that’s actually…pretty messed up. I’m gonna be honest I don’t know anything about colleges but I hope that security guard is really far from where you go even tho it is supposedly, do you prefer being at home?
crime rates have been getting higher (but I mean ofcourse they are) especially stuff related to that please try and be safe💗
the stars xD like *horrifying occurnece* followed with 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟, I’m joking tho I know why you put those there but still xD🤍
noo it’s okay my short term memory hasn’t been getting better but I think you’re fine it’s just that you have to reply to one thing and think about it a lot so you forget the other stuff but that’s normal so you’re fine🩷
oh right you told me about that, she’s calmer when your dads there- too tired to be mean? :’) is your mom okay? I hope it wouldn’t just be that she too tired to yell at you and stuff but I’m sorry it has to be like that- TT
awww you don’t have to ❤️ do you still have headaches as often as you used to😭I don’t have headaches but I still relate to the brain hurting, my brain hurts too xD I’m..not okay but it’s fine honestly I’m happy I got the time and managed to talk to you today because today was so so busy with like house maintenance people everywhere and they stayed for so long so I just got on cups and decided to reply to your post then out of all the times I could’ve but I probably would’ve been too tired after or forgotten about it so I’m glad I did🩷I hope you’re okay💕other than being sick TT being sick sucks I wanna exist normally like I used to before I got sick, but how’re you other than the fact that you’re sick🩷xD mentally I think that’s what I mean, how’ve you been♥️
*hugs* (eyes omg I talk so much- idk what to remove but you can just ignore the extra yapping or ignore the whole thing if you want I didn’t notice until I read over it but anywho love you thankyou for talking to me today it made me feel better I missed you sm)
College opens tmrrw. Like, officially. In other news my classmates are also down with the flu. We're still gonna come tho. I mean, first day after all that drama. Its crucial. We need to know where we stand. In other words, do we trust our teachers, or not?
We're stuck in limbo. A state of inbetween rn. We dont know who's on our side, and we're treading carefully. A girl was hurt. Maybe. Maybe not. But for her sake and for our sake, many many many students were protesting. And they were hurt for it. Anyone who doesnt condemn that is not on our side. Its simple
