Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
Feel like a failure, I am a failure. Ugly and useless and ungrateful
i can't feel anything. That's what I feel everyday though.
I really want to die. I feel like I am taking up useless space in the world. I am too incompetent to survive in the real world. I'm 17 and I can't even do 5th grade math. I always make stupid mistakes and everyone gets so frustrated with me. My friends are condescending to me because I'm so dumb. I'm like a joke to them. They only hang around me to see what stupid things I will do next. I hate myself. I just wish I was dead.
I feel lazy and depressed, as per usual. Not a good thing, but hey, what can you do?
I feel so overwhelmed. Recently I got in a car accident that was my fault and though I am fine it's changing a lot of family dynamics very quickly. suddenly others are expecting so much more out of me and I am not sure if I can handle. I may have gotten a lot better recently but the accident brought my emotions up and harder to control. I have started to think about cutting again. I haven't cut since November and sometimes it feels like it could help but I know that it's just addicting feeling and that if I allowed myself to relapse I might not be able to bounce back from it again. I just wish life could go back to simpler times where I had more people to talk to when I felt this way and less things to try and handle.
And I feel like such a failure. I should have known better paid closer attention. I should be able to handle everything that's being thrown at me. But I don't think I can't right now
I feel so lonely yet won't help myself because I have no desire. I guess that's the shit thing about depression right? Understanding how awful you feel but not being willing to help yourself.
@justpeachy22 I feel the same way.. it's so hard and I dont even want to get up in the morning..
@justpeachy22
Your not alone here. You just have to find people who care. Like your family, even if they don't care. Who gives a shit. Its better to be alone and sad. Then to have people make you feel like crap. Take it from somebody who knows
Hi how's things
I feel awful lately. I have a pain in my chest and I feel like I am going crazy. I have to cry and even when I try to not do it, I can't help it. Everthing seems to be the copy of the most boring copy ever. I can't enjoy anything no matter how hard I try. I want to eat but I can't open my mouth, I want to sleep but I can't shut my eyes. I wish I could find a reason to live for. I feel completely empty, meaningless and really really tired.
I feel good cause its my birthday yaaaaaay!!!! :D
