Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

I feel horrible, like I shouldn't be here anymore.

I feel hopeless. I know the theory behind getting better, but I don't deserve to do it.

I feel alone and as if nobody is there for me, like they don't care. All i hope for each day is happiness and i cant even get that.

I know I have reason's to be happy but I feel so numb inside. Most of the time I have to force myself just to smile....

Today, lonely and lost. Like pieces of me are being torn away.

I have things to be happy about in life but struggling to show or feel it... feel rubbish today. Just curled myself up in my bed majority of the morning. I thought i was getting better after being put back onto anti depression tabs, but the last couple of days i feel like im back to where i started... 🙁

Today feel like i could quite possibly kill myself wife theatening to leave me because im always tired and hardly talk. I just not happy

I feel terrible. Yesterday, I had a moment where I just felt like I was a complete failure in life. I still feel that way and tbh I don't know when or if that feeling will go away

I feel empty, alone, and suicidal....I just don't know what to do with myself anymore

I feel dead inside. I feel as if everyone in the world is moving in normal motion and I'm stuck in slow. I feel like I'm dragging an ocean of dark, deep sea behind me, trying to get by but I just can't. I haven't got enough energy. My eyes are burning from keeping them open, as I don't have enough energy to even blink, staring at my ceiling, my walls and outside my bedroom window, awake at 3am because insomnia has taken over. I feel as if I am in a hurricane of sadness and the eye of relief keeps missing me.