Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

This morning I was so upset.. And then I got to school and cried my eyes out.. And then once I got inside the building I stopped because I hate when people see me cry.. But after that I felt a little better.. I just had an emotional break down

I feel awful. Lately I haven't been able to even pretend to be happy, I've felt so stressed and lonely. Tonight I went for a meal with my boyfriend and some friends and ended up shouting and crying in the restaurant and walking out, now everyone's in a mood with me for ruining their evening. I feel guilty, looking back I didn't need to act that way and now I don't know what I'm supposed to do to fix it...

Like the great job I do making everyone think I feel normal so I can support them and make them happy is actually killing me inside a little bit each day.

I'm sad and empty. I don't know what to do. It seems that my life fell apart once

I woke up crying this morning. Have cried on and off all day. I can't quite put my fingeronwhat is wrong. I'm restless, but am unmotivated to do anything or even get dressed and leave the house. Everyone else is busy with happy lives. My boyfriend seems mad at me and I am not sure what I did.​I want to reach out to him... He's my best friend. But my pride and stubbornness is stopping me because I've done nothing wrong.

I have been so sad all day I have been stuck in bed and every time I get out I get anxious, or cry.

I'm here to support you all and I just hope you know that <3 Have a great day if you are reading this! :)

I feel like someone is continually ripping my heart to shreds. I hate myself. My dreams are shattered.

I feel inadequate and useless. I feel as if I am falling behind and will never be able to get ahead. I think that I am alone.That even though I have a relationship and a lovingfamily, theyreally don't love me or care. I feel that despite myachievements and success, I am a failure in my mothers eyes. That the reason why my father died was because my future wasn't going to be good enough for him to want to stick around and see. I am nothing. That is how I feel.

i feel sad n happy both