Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

I don't want to exist anymore I feel like I have no reason to be here now.

I found out my ex is having issues with the guy she's talking to. He's taking her for granted and she's hurting over that. I want the best for her and I'm trying to comfort her. It hurts to know that I truly appreciate her and love her like no one else. Yet, she's losing sleep over an asshole while I'm here losing sleep over her.

I feel trapped in my life. I don't have anyone to talk to that would understand or would care. The time I tried to talk about depression with my friends they laughed in my face and I'm too scared to try again.

Dude, if ever you need someone to talk to again and im online.. chat me.. i also experienced that, whenever they needed someone, im there.. but when i needed them, no one answers..

I feel worried about my friend and about my life. I feel insignificant and tired.

Its not that its a bad thing to worry, its good because you know where you need tostart fixing things.. the only question is, are you ready for it to be fixed?

I feel unhappy all the time my boyfriend for five years has been cheating on me I feel unloved I hate myself I can't eat or sleep I keep blaming myself for thing that is not my fault I just feel like dying

I feel like crying and I don't know why. I feel sad and lethargic. What is wrong with me?

I feel lost and worthless

The thing about being depressed is you feel like you're drowning while you see everyone else is breathing. Its from a quote but that is really what it feels like. When someone asks you "whats on your mind?" Your brain starts to shatter because it cant find an asnwer to the question.. its so messed up.. and its like no one is there to reach for your hand

I feel alone and like noone wants me. I feel trapped inside my own mind. I feel like I'll never be able to be fixed again.

I'm doing okay today. :)

Not good low lost alone

Lost. Like I'm not there anymore. Likethe way I act when I'm around people is just some false production and then when I'm alone I go back to being empty inside.

depressionsupport.webs.com really helps people in 7cups. I recommend it to them and a lot of the people have told me how much it has helped.

I'm fineand bad at the same time. I'm confused. Do not know what feeling

Would have done the planit if there isn't a possibility of failure, if it isn't that painful to carry out and my loved ones won't be hurt.

Pressing on.

@skyfly

You can do this, my friend. You can continue on!

I'd like to disappear. I need to study for an exam and a final project, but I just can't seem to find the strength to get up and do it.

@Heruderu

I can completely relate to what you're saying here, both from my study background but also with work at present. Knowing what you need to do and being able to get yourself into a zone to do it are two different things entirely.

I've told my parents everything that's been going on and they told others...like I toldthem not to do.I thought that the talk would be good afterwards and it was until I really started to think about what they both said. Theydidn't really accept anything.Everything's the same. I feeleven worse than before people found out. I thought I'd get help, but nothing has changed. I don't think things are getting better. Or even will get better. This feels endless

The same thing happened to me, I was hospitalised for a suicide attempt and when I went to my parents afterwards, they brushed it under the covers in front of me and pretended it never happened, but told their friends every single detail. I learned that overcoming depression has to come from yourself because the people around you often just don't know how to deal with it. It's hard to take that first step but I think you've done that by coming here :)

Feeling abused trying to help my bipolar sister and being run around in circles. Anxious about my financial situation. Even though I have future goals set out, I feel like I'll never reach them

Blank. Not totally horrible. Failing to see the light.

I feel OK today.

Today is ok. This is a nice change.

My anxiety has been so bad lately I feel like I'm going to throw up, and my depression seems to be getting worse every day. I already see a psychologist and I'm on a waiting list to see a psychiatrist as well. A lot of my close friends are going through the same type of thing, and whenever I'm with them I feel like we're a constant reminder to each other of the sadness we all feel. Maybe it's best if we take a break from each other...

I feel as if I will never fit in, and that my family will never want me. I've never felt this low before...

I feel the sick sensation that I screwed up...again. That I cannot and will not and should not be loved and that I should just die & rid society of the disgrace that is me.

I feel many different things. My anxiety is out of control. I want to be happy so bad and I'm trying hard to stay positive but it's hard sometimes.

Today I feel like I am done. Everyday I struggle to tell myself that I need to live for others. I want to be selfish though and end it. I hate being selfish but idk if I can handle living anymore. I love my family and I'm going to let them know. I can't anymore......

I feel like i'm alone and have no one, there could be many people around and I'd still feel alone. I feel like i'm a burden to those around me, i feel worthless, and like a failure

I feel like crap, to be perfectly honest. I had an awful body image today so I hardly ate anything all day. I'm currently crying and wishing I could go to sleep and just not woke up for a few years, maybe forever. It's so hard not to relapse, but I'm trying so hard...

Last week and this week I've been feeling happier. Maybe it's the exercise? The positivity? The meditation? Idk, but I'm liking it! Lol :) I'm not 100 percent happy yet, but at least I am making progress! :)

I feel like I don't fit in with anyone, friends or family. I don't belong anywhere. I don't want to go in and do my job and I don't want to go home. Invisible in my own home, I just want to disappear..

I feel totally worthless, out of touch with everyone. A failure and wonder why anyone would love me.

I just don't feel anything. It's kinda mind-numbing and nobody really understands..

I actually feel like self-harming myself to the point that I would be seriously injured. I do this thing when whenever I feel depressed or something similar to that I will ignore all those who are close to me and after that, rather than apologizing to the person I ignored and getting on with our lives, I will continue to ignore the person because I think it is better this way, because they are better off without me and I will not have another chance to hurt them. And today I met two of my great friends that I haven't talked since January and of course they wanted to know why I ignored them but I couldn't give them an answer because the meeting was so unexpected and I got really upset because I knew that I messed up really bad. So I just said that I didn't have a particular reason and of course they were hurt because of that. I wish I could somehow fix all of this but I feel that it's already too late. I'm sorry for just spilling everything here but I just needed to vent for a bit.

I feel like I want to cut really bad. I want to talk to my friends about it but I'm scared they'll tell my parents. Also, I'm really hopeless and empty today, and I don't really look forward to the future.

I feel like self-harming. I'm ill, and depressed. I'm trying my hardest to seem even sicker to get out of school, because the kids there hurt me. I feel worthless.