Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
I'm fineand bad at the same time. I'm confused. Do not know what feeling
Would have done the planit if there isn't a possibility of failure, if it isn't that painful to carry out and my loved ones won't be hurt.
Pressing on.
@skyfly
You can do this, my friend. You can continue on!
I'd like to disappear. I need to study for an exam and a final project, but I just can't seem to find the strength to get up and do it.
@Heruderu
I can completely relate to what you're saying here, both from my study background but also with work at present. Knowing what you need to do and being able to get yourself into a zone to do it are two different things entirely.
I've told my parents everything that's been going on and they told others...like I toldthem not to do.I thought that the talk would be good afterwards and it was until I really started to think about what they both said. Theydidn't really accept anything.Everything's the same. I feeleven worse than before people found out. I thought I'd get help, but nothing has changed. I don't think things are getting better. Or even will get better. This feels endless
The same thing happened to me, I was hospitalised for a suicide attempt and when I went to my parents afterwards, they brushed it under the covers in front of me and pretended it never happened, but told their friends every single detail. I learned that overcoming depression has to come from yourself because the people around you often just don't know how to deal with it. It's hard to take that first step but I think you've done that by coming here :)
Feeling abused trying to help my bipolar sister and being run around in circles. Anxious about my financial situation. Even though I have future goals set out, I feel like I'll never reach them
Blank. Not totally horrible. Failing to see the light.
I feel OK today.
Today is ok. This is a nice change.
My anxiety has been so bad lately I feel like I'm going to throw up, and my depression seems to be getting worse every day. I already see a psychologist and I'm on a waiting list to see a psychiatrist as well. A lot of my close friends are going through the same type of thing, and whenever I'm with them I feel like we're a constant reminder to each other of the sadness we all feel. Maybe it's best if we take a break from each other...
I feel as if I will never fit in, and that my family will never want me. I've never felt this low before...