Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

Sad, and when not crying, enotionless

I feel numb.

I've completely given up

Feel like I'm falling apart. I can't do it, I can't do it, I can't handle any of this. I'm a disappointment and nobody can convince me otherwise.

nothing will help.

Severely anxious maybe I can turn this into a positive thing by occupying myself with work?

Lethargic, numb, and disgusted with myself.

Surprisingly OK. It is a nice change.

Today I'm struggling. I'm fighting with my roommate over the house again, over cleaning and how to do things. I don't want to fight, but she won't listen if I don't.

I'm drowning in a see of emotion when it wasn't that long ago I was floating. How am I supposed to cope when the best part of who I was left when she did... What can I possibly do to improve this life I'm left with... Should I keep fighting knowing that I'll never be as happy as I was with her.. Or should I just crawl into a dark corner and hide from the world... There's a fight in my head and I don't know which side will win

I'm feeling worried and I'm having cutting urges and stuff like i dont know what to do

Sometimes idk why I'm depressed its like eww...