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jose96
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PathStep 52 Compassion hearts119 Forum posts7 Forum upvotes12 Current upvotes12 Age GroupAdult Last activeApril, 2024 Member sinceSeptember 16, 2014
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Football, music and friends, that is my world. Alongside Books, movies and tv shows they make me happy.
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I feel so so happy to leave my job, a rant
Journals & Diaries / by jose96
Last post
 November 6th, 2021
...See more Until this day I'm at a work that, while it has good things, has taken a toll on me mantally and I'm so proud and excited that I got another job and start on Monday! I'm a system's engineer, so obviously i like to work in IT or related, but since January 15 to this day I've been working in administration so totally not my field. 1st thing I didn't liked but i shrug it off because it paid fine. Not well but fine. Then, i got to the day-to-day routine of the company, the work environment, my coworkers and my bosses (my uncle and his wife, huge red flag i decided to ignore) and well... It fucking sucks! I don't feel like i belong here, i don't fit in here, i don't like either what i do, what everybody expectes me to do or even what this company does! I appreciate the opportunity that my uncle and his wife gave me here don't get me wrong, but i so so hate to be here you know? It feels like this job was sucking my soul and my life and my joy and everything. I mean how is it even possible got home angry every day!!.. my amazing and beautiful wife doesnt deserve that and That's not what i am at all, this job has affected my life outside of it. Thankfully, this ends today. On Monday i start at a new job, better wages, my field IT and overall with a much better company and work environment... This feels like a new life, i know it's just a job but the effect that has had in me just knowing that I'm leaving this hell to be in something that i want has no word to it. Immense joy, happiness... I wanna dance and sing and just be hopeful that good things happens to good people. Thanks anyone for reading, excuse me for my sincerity but I'm so Happy! I feel free!!
I feel so alone!
Depression Support / by jose96
Last post
 June 28th, 2016
...See more I have to get this out of me, because if i dont i'll probably lose my freaking mind!!!! The weekends are terrible, i dont go out of the house and spent all the day sleeping but the worst part is that i'm unhappy with the way my life has turned so far, sometimes i just want to run away from home and start fresh somewhere else with no one knowing me, from scratch. And the little voice telling me that im a failure that doesnt do anything to enjoy life to enjoy his youth and the worst part is true all i do is stay home on weekends (I work and study, not doing great in neither) and dont enjoy life! All i want is to have fun on my days off but this freaking depression has me inside of a bubble and i dont think i'll ever come out.
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