You’re probably already asleep but wanted to tell you goodnight! 💤😴🌙
na i’m up lol but thank you still that was very sweet of you
totally made my night
😀😀😀
you’re prob not gonna get the notification lol
but i also wanted to say goodnight
or im up if ya need to talk
i was just thinking 2024 is almost over thank god lol fr tho i think 2025 is gonna be great for us. we’re in a bit of a dark place but i also truly believe we’re in a great place to work on ourselves to give ourselves the ultimate goal of a happy life 🙂 i think us keeping each other accountable is key. you’re about to see the best rayray there’s ever been haha
frfr u help me make me better and i am very grateful for that
sweet dreams homie 🙂
i’m at work now. in my lunch so iof course i’m still working haha tbh i don’t wanna eat lunch bc it’s gonna make me wanna take a nap. one of the ladies i work with made a ton of delicious food. i’m gonna make a plate and eat when i get home.
the weather today is crazy it feels like spring lol i love it
hope you’re feeling good today
✌️🙂
hey hey…i’m walking home from work and just wanted to say hi. hope you’re doing good
ur a rockstar
😎
Good morning! How are you?
I hope you have an awesome start to your week!☺️
hey bud. i’m walking TO work now lol it’s a never ending cycle
hope you’re doing good. i’m about to start my *** shift
1p-10p 10a-8p. that’s most of my next 24hrs.
def check on my mental state homie haha
hope you’re good
we fuggin got this
we rule
genuinely cool as sheet
Good morning! How are you feeling today? Do you have today or tomorrow off?
I apologize once again for being MIA. TMI, but I’ve been on my cycle for 3 weeks now. I haven’t had the energy to do ***, I’m eating all the time, and I’m sad as ***. If this doesn’t stop, I’m definitely going to see my doctor.
Anyways, I hope you have a great Tuesday!
you’re good. that stuff rly don’t bother me. except my ex used to talk about sh/itting constantly and i now have a complex about that lol friend made a poop joke and i went full little kid “DuUuUuDe StOoOoOoOoP” lolol
fr tho that is intense ***. has ir gotten any lighter? if it’s still heavy you might have to talk to the doc. is it possibly just stress??
we gotta get you back having fun! we’re gonna find something new and fun. no memories or attachments. that’s what i had to do and it’s def helped.
im feeling ok. tired tired. got outta work at 10pm and im
bafk in at 1030am. but then i’m off. no plans for the holiday. just the normal at home stuff.
def keep in contact with me if you’re not busy bc i do worry about you. i understand why you are so sad and stressed but tbh you’re extraordinary and you absolutely deserve to be happy and eventho i understand the depression you do not deserve to feel that way so much. so talk to your silly boy and let me make ya laugh dammit lolol
in other silly non stressful news…i’ve made the switch from french vanilla coffee creamer to an italian sweet cream and WOW DUDE WOW lolol
sometimes it’s fun to be funny about dumb little things 🙂
hey. hope you’re feeling better i’m walking home from work now. overall not a bad night and now i’m off.
im really struggling with talking to girls. idky i can be really funny and sweet but i get almost nervous and my brain stops working.
the other night *** friend suggested my ex 😬😬😬that pfp was a very happy couple. i stopped myself after about 4 seconds and i even deleted *** lol but that kinda got me. and now i feel like i rly neee to get out there and get back on the horse. but when im face to face with a pretty lady i go brain dead. and it’ll rly seem like the chicks interested but i cant execute anything.
i guess its very bad confidence. it was actually worse bc i feel like ive made a lot of progress. i def feel a lot better that i did a few months ago…but yeah once im face to face i b.itch out
i’m sure you’re prob busy tonight but i hope we can chat. i’m not feeling super great tonight.
just got some tuff news. i think im getting fired soon. this job is very impt to me. idk if ill find better. i feel like i fail at everything.
Oh no. Why?
the boss i’m rly close with. she tells me she’s the only one looking out for me. i can tell my other two managers are being different around me. i think they are distancing themselves bc they know what they gotta do soon. i do feel like im the worst of the managers. i’m pretty reliable but im not as smart and professional as the other managers. i try but i struggle and trying only gets you so far.
there was an incident a few months ago. an associate used my fob access to steal money. they fired her and also wanted to fire me but the managers defended me. i’m thinking they can’t hold it off anymore and in january i’ll get fired.
Did they definitely tell you you’re fired? Or did they softly suggest it’s coming soon?
cool boss told me about the almost firing. corp wanted it but she fought it. i think they still want it tho. i’ve been told some
firings are coming in january.
Did you give her your fob access?
I think the distancing isn’t a good sign honestly. But why would they wait months to fire you? Have you had any complaints against you?
we were short handed that night i was the only manager and i constantly struggle. in an attempt to save time bc i was doing extra that night, i left my fob with her. she was always really sweet and no one expected this to happen. it’s normal for us to leave our fob with the associate but def frowned on. now it’s not done at all.
as far as complaints…i was always really really really nice but would have meltdowns. i wouldn’t be surprised if the group turned on me after all my bull.
im so freaked out rn
i tried asking cool boss if there’s anything i can do. she hasn’t responded. i keep thinking about my interactions with the other managers. they are so short and the vibe is very different.
this is gonna be really bad for me
i *** up
Yeah you never really know a person. But I know leaving/giving access is done all the time. ***, I sometimes do it. But I think it’s really important to stay vigilant so mistakes like this don’t happen in the future.
Think of it more as a learning lesson than a regret.
absolutely and that’s exactly how i handled it. i nvr did it again. i told them im sorry and im very upset about it. but i think im just not good at the job.
What do you mean by meltdowns?
in conversation im nice and sweet but crude i guess. mostly everyone there is pretty corp and im very much a dumb guy from the overnight and there is soooo much i dont know
but when it turns into a debate kinda conversation i immediately feel shaken up and idk what to say. i will spazz and say i gotta walk away. but my i think my tone or attitude always comes off bad. i fr try so hard it’s so impt to me but i feel like i can’t win.
but also im not the only one with personal meltdowns. it’s pretty common there. just about everyday someone has some emotional breakdown. but maybe mine are too aggressive. i don’t exactly know yet
How long have you been with the company?
i celebrated 4 years in july
I know it’s a tough situation, but it’s important to stay calm. According to research, most firings happen Tuesday or Wednesday, so hopefully you have some time to plan.
What's your background or education?
it’s very hard to stay calm. i’m not exactly spazzing out or freaking out. i’m quietly in my room (on nye how sad is that). i think if you saw me you’d know something was wrong. inside i am spinning out. my hearts racing. i have a horrible feeling in my stomach.
i dont really have any background like that. i’ve always done dumb guy overnight warehouse or store work.
i’m orettty wired rn but i’m also fighting to keep my eyes open. i feel like a complete mess.
im so sorry to take you away from your new year’s eve
thank you so much. this means alof to me.
