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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP July 3rd

don’t believe that teens are struggling? go to any vent playlist’s comments. 

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unassumingEyes July 3rd

@justmeeva

Or you know, use your eyes/lh



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justmeeva OP July 3rd

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justmeeva OP July 3rd

*literally prays*

justmeeva OP July 3rd

don’t become a “was” instead of “is”

please. 

justmeeva OP July 4th

“what if

she's fine 

it’s my mind that’s wrong

and i just 

let bad thoughts

linger for far too long”

justmeeva OP July 5th

no not him too

justmeeva OP July 5th

they’re all disappearing one by one

justmeeva OP July 5th

please be okay. wherever you are. 

justmeeva OP July 6th

this feels like the end. like everything is accomplished. like a goodbye. for some reason. 

weird thing is, i don’t mind it. 

i wouldn’t mind if this was the end. 

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mytwistedsoul July 6th

@justmeeva I don't like that sound of that 😞 what if it's not the end but the beginning of a new chapter. If not a new chapter maybe just a new page? To be continued? So many of us are really bad at goodbyes 

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justmeeva OP July 6th

@mytwistedsoul 

i’m safe, it’s just some kind of feeling. i don’t really know how to explain it honestly :’) <3

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mytwistedsoul July 6th

@justmeeva I'm glad you're safe 💙 Like a premonition maybe? I sort of kind of maybe know what you mean but like you said it's hard to explain 

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unassumingEyes July 6th

@justmeeva its 11.40 pm but

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justmeeva OP July 6th

@unassumingEyes 

awee eyes 🥺💗

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