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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP July 2nd

i’ve tried at least 10 times now. it won’t post. i need it to post. i want to help. i have the perfect chance and it just won’t post. i’ve tried for like 5 hours, waiting and trying again and waiting and repeat. it just disappears every time. why won’t it post-? (not cups)

justmeeva OP July 2nd

literally wtf life? now you won’t even let me help people? i swear i would give up rn but i’m too determined so i can’t

why won’t it *** go through

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@justmeeva

is it like a social media site or something friend? or like a forum? is there any mod or admin you can contact/ask? :c about why it won’t post 🩷

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justmeeva OP July 2nd

@LoveMyMoonflowers 

it’s youtube, actually. i came across a vent comment that’s fairly new, but every time i try to reply, it appears as if it had gone through, and once i refresh, it disappears. and i’ve commented on that account before so it couldn’t be any settings thing. 

(not expecting a reply or anything btw, you don’t have to know how to fix it obviously <3)

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@justmeeva

that's weird. must be some sort of weird glitch on their end, do you think you could contact their help centre and ask about it? or if your using the app then try checking for any updates? or maybe google what kind of glitch this might be 

idk i'm not much help sorry 😅 just some thoughts 🩷

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justmeeva OP July 2nd

noo it posted but then it disappeared when i edited it oml ok ima try one more thing. 

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*cheering brat (me) is cheering for you* 🩷

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justmeeva OP July 2nd

@LoveMyMoonflowers 

that’s so cute awwee 🩷

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🩷🩷🩷

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justmeeva OP July 2nd

it did it did i think it did finally please now stay there aswell mhm- ….. 

nvm. 

…..

try number…

1000 probably. 

*sigh*

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@justmeeva

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:c 

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justmeeva OP July 2nd

y e s  i think it finally did it’s not gone after 2 refreshes it might actually stay eeeeee

justmeeva OP July 2nd

yesssssssssss they stayed (had to split it into 2 though it wasn’t even long-) eeeeeeeeeeek

justmeeva OP July 2nd

and i can see them from another account too wooohoooooo oml took me literally the entire day but i did it yessssss

justmeeva OP July 3rd

“you know.. i think you realise it too, that.. when people go through something, when they’re stuck and don’t seem to find a way out, they crave someone to help them, to pull them out. they just think they’re not worth it, and that’s what’s holding them back.”

justmeeva OP July 3rd

i might just start crying. awwe…

justmeeva OP July 3rd

that one person going “i love you.” under all those comments..