Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
she didn’t seem very happy now that i was upstairs this whole time, even though, which she doesn’t know, she made me stay there. away.
also, not talking about mom for once. we’re at grandparents’ with dad.
not real. not alive. barely existing.
@justmeeva (still loved)
@unassumingEyes
i second this 💗
in fact, she knows exactly how i feel about it. she *** knows. i told her, she heard it. she *** knows. and she still doesn’t give a ***.
i come home, and she hits me with a “i’ll offer either friday or saturday for the meetup”.
the meetup i wasn’t told about.
i thought she dropped that *** after i told her. i’m an idiot, of course she didn’t
she’s un***believable
