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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP June 8th

she didn’t seem very happy now that i was upstairs this whole time, even though, which she doesn’t know, she made me stay there. away. 


also, not talking about mom for once. we’re at grandparents’ with dad. 

justmeeva OP June 9th

i love rain <3

justmeeva OP June 9th

not real. not alive. barely existing.

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unassumingEyes June 9th

@justmeeva (still loved) 

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@unassumingEyes

i second this 💗

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justmeeva OP June 9th

now she’s making arrangements behind my back. 

justmeeva OP June 9th

promising me to places i don’t want to go to. 

justmeeva OP June 9th

never *** agreed to go to. 

justmeeva OP June 9th

in fact, she knows exactly how i feel about it. she *** knows. i told her, she heard it. she *** knows. and she still doesn’t give a ***. 

justmeeva OP June 9th

i come home, and she hits me with a “i’ll offer either friday or saturday for the meetup”. 

the meetup i wasn’t told about. 

justmeeva OP June 9th

i thought she dropped that *** after i told her. i’m an idiot, of course she didn’t 

justmeeva OP June 9th

she’s un***believable