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Eva’s Crazy Mind
justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP June 6th

i want to cry. 

or scream. 

or die. 

or straight up say “i don’t plan on having a future thank you very much”.
justmeeva OP June 6th

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justmeeva OP June 7th

i can’t feel my heartbeat. 
justmeeva OP June 7th

am i alive?
justmeeva OP June 7th

it’s not there
justmeeva OP June 7th

but i’m still breathing
justmeeva OP June 7th

so that means i’m alive, right?
justmeeva OP June 7th

right?
justmeeva OP June 7th

though, i wouldn’t mind it if not.
justmeeva OP June 7th

tw.

“i believe i can fly

do you know why?

cause i’ve got a gun

and i’ve got a wish

and that is

to die”

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