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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP June 4th

why.

justmeeva OP June 4th

literally. why. 

justmeeva OP June 4th

*sigh* once again. 

justmeeva OP June 4th

i just wish i didn’t exist. generally and genuinely. 

justmeeva OP June 4th

now that little interaction haunts me. 

justmeeva OP June 4th

i just.. want to slowly fade away. slowly disappear.

justmeeva OP June 4th

just sad. 

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unassumingEyes June 4th

@justmeeva 

*hugs if ok* 

Thinking of u 🩷 and loving u :p 🩷

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justmeeva OP June 4th

@unassumingEyes 

*hugs you back* 💕 thank you eyes friend 🩷

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@justmeeva

*offers safe hugs* 

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justmeeva OP June 4th

@LoveMyMoonflowers 

*accepts and offers some back* 💗💕

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@justmeeva

*hugs* 💗 love you eva friend 🩷 

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justmeeva OP June 4th

@LoveMyMoonflowers 

💗 love you too ni friend 🩷

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@justmeeva

💗

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justmeeva OP June 4th

i barely smiled today. not that i would smile a lot on other days, but there’s still always at least something that makes me smile, some joke or something they do. but today, nothing. even if i gave a few smiles, they were out of politeness. fake. 

justmeeva OP June 4th

justmeeva OP June 4th

“(s)he promised to talk to you”