Eva’s Crazy Mind

@justmeeva 

*hugs if ok* 

Thinking of u 🩷 and loving u :p 🩷

@unassumingEyes 

*hugs you back* 💕 thank you eyes friend 🩷

@justmeeva

*offers safe hugs* 

@LoveMyMoonflowers 

*accepts and offers some back* 💗💕

@justmeeva

*hugs* 💗 love you eva friend 🩷 

@LoveMyMoonflowers 

💗 love you too ni friend 🩷

@justmeeva

💗

i barely smiled today. not that i would smile a lot on other days, but there’s still always at least something that makes me smile, some joke or something they do. but today, nothing. even if i gave a few smiles, they were out of politeness. fake. 

…

“(s)he promised to talk to you”

i-

i felt my chest tightening. like i couldn’t breathe for a moment.

i’ll- bbl-

i don’t even have the energy to explain it atp. just know it includes my mom and me and my situation. *sigh*..

let that sink in.

mhm. 

@justmeeva

“This is a story about a little wave, bobbing along in the ocean, having a grand old time. He’s enjoying the wind and the fresh air — until he notices the other waves in front of him, crashing against the shore.”

“‘My God, this is terrible,’ the wave says ‘Look what’s going to happen to me!’”

“Then along comes another wave. It sees the first wave, looking grim, and it says to him, ‘Why do you look so sad?’ “

“The first wave says, ‘You don’t understand! We’re all going to crash! All of us waves are going to be nothing! Isn’t it terrible?’ “

“The second wave says, ‘No, you don’t understand. You’re not a wave, you’re part of the ocean.’”

“Part of the ocean,” he says. “Part of the ocean.”

- Tuesdays With Morrie 

^^ 💖

@justmeeva

“This is a story about a little wave, bobbing along in the ocean, having a grand old time. He’s enjoying the wind and the fresh air — until he notices the other waves in front of him, crashing against the shore.”

“‘My God, this is terrible,’ the wave says ‘Look what’s going to happen to me!’”

“Then along comes another wave. It sees the first wave, looking grim, and it says to him, ‘Why do you look so sad?’ “

“The first wave says, ‘You don’t understand! We’re all going to crash! All of us waves are going to be nothing! Isn’t it terrible?’ “

“The second wave says, ‘No, you don’t understand. You’re not a wave, you’re part of the ocean.’”

“Part of the ocean,” he says. “Part of the ocean.”

- Tuesdays With Morrie 

^^ 💖

@unassumingEyes 

the story was so good it had to be posted twice :p /lh

it is good though. thank you for sharing it 🩷

@justmeeva idk whyyy everything posting twice today 😭😭 

Ofc 🩷

exhausted. 

numb. 

not here. 

so about that big math test about the whole year’s topics that i didn’t study for. i got 50%. 50%- disappointed? nuh uh. i seriously thought i would get like- barely any points. but 50%? nah i’m proud. and it wasn’t graded, it just showed where our level in math is. :D “retaking the test strongly suggested” yeah that part seemed a bit aggressive and made me feel bad/guilty/idk (me being me) but i still passeddd (not that i would’ve really cared if i didn’t tho-) :p :p

@justmeeva congrats 🩷 big brain eva 🧠 proud of u 🩷

@unassumingEyes 

yes massive brain eva 🧠 lol

thank you eyes friend 🩷🩷 

@unassumingEyes 

autocorrect changed it to “eyed friend” at first 😭

@justmeeva I typed "okay" yesterday and autocorrect changed it to "someone" 

...how- 

@justmeeva

💜💜💜

@LoveMyMoonflowers

🩷🩷🩷

one day, the memories we’re making right now, will hurt too. 

lowkey wanna tear myself apart 

“live your life” they say.

”what life?” i ask. 

hi death, i’m still waiting for you btw 

breathe.

distract.

forget. 

how am i supposed to know what to do with my life if i genuinely don’t even know my favourite color?

hey at least someone’s doing great. 

last talked

we didn’t have a fight. we didn’t have a disagreement. we had nothing going on. the last conversation was so loving and friendly. what happened? what’s going on? is she ignoring me? why would she? she hasn’t posted anywhere else. has she been to rooms? i wouldn’t know. has she seen my messages? should i do anything about it? do what? i don’t know..

@justmeeva

…i have a friend kinda like this… 😞 we haven’t talked since october. she went on a break and said she'd be back in november… but she never came back. i haven’t seen her around forums or rooms, ever, since then… :') but her profile always says “last active, current month” :') :') 

*offers hugs* 💜