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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP April 12th

“cause even if i’m one in a million, there’s still over 8000 others like me you could choose.”

justmeeva OP April 12th

22 days. 22 days and at least 2 chances to say something. but nothing. though i said there’s a chance i might leave. that i wasn’t so okay lately. yet still - nothing. though i was supposedly special to them. nothing. 

justmeeva OP April 12th

but maybe it’s okay. maybe it doesn’t matter. maybe it’ll just be easier that way. maybe. 

justmeeva OP April 12th

i know exactly what i’m gonna say before i leave. i have it all planned. not yet, but soon. 

justmeeva OP April 12th

away

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LoveMyMoonflowers April 12th

@justmeeva

*sits here quietly*

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justmeeva OP April 12th

@LoveMyMoonflowers 

glad you’re back, glad you’re here 🩷

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LoveMyMoonflowers April 12th

@justmeeva

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justmeeva OP April 13th

still pretty much “away”. still

justmeeva OP April 13th

tw.

aww how lovely to see that even online tests tell me i’m highly ******** 😊❤️

justmeeva OP April 13th

but who cares. 

justmeeva OP April 13th

i’ll use the oncoming break to prepare. 

justmeeva OP April 13th

i’m not real.