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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP April 14th

seriously can’t delay it just a few *** weeks?

justmeeva OP April 14th

i’m telling you every time i have anything nice in my life it gets taken or ruined ***- 

justmeeva OP April 14th

i’m so *** done why am i even hoping anything will work out the way i want it to 

justmeeva OP April 14th

it never *** does

justmeeva OP April 14th

my mom might’ve been really close to finding my notebook.

justmeeva OP April 14th

but she didn’t. i’d know if she did. 

justmeeva OP April 14th

also, i’m staying home monday and tuesday, wednesday is the first day of the break. i’m pretending to be sick. started today. refused a snack, saying i don’t feel very good. it’s going well. i think. 

justmeeva OP April 15th

i *** saw him in my dream again

justmeeva OP April 15th

why

justmeeva OP April 15th

how many times do i have to say i’m done for those things to finally *** stop