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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP April 18th

i’m home, and they’re not the cold shivers-

justmeeva OP April 18th

ahem okay whatever. 

justmeeva OP April 18th

idk what this feeling is but everything’s so calm and slow and so am i, i’m like really tired but not in the way that it’s hard to stay awake, i don’t understand it

justmeeva OP April 18th

i’ll be back a little later. 

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justmeeva OP April 18th
nvm gone for tonight lol. 
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justmeeva OP April 19th

i genuinely don’t know. 

justmeeva OP April 19th

that was uncomfortable lol. 

justmeeva OP April 19th

“the smile that you gave me even when you felt like dying” :’)

justmeeva OP April 19th

the explanation of me yesterday. around all those people. they had no idea. 

justmeeva OP April 19th

i’m not real. 

justmeeva OP April 19th

i’m not alive.