Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
i’m not supposed to be like this i used to be positive and motivated and happy now look at what it changed to with a blink of an eye
@justmeeva
*sits with my dear friend* 💙
lovely… yk… it’s okie to struggle… :’) it’s okay not to be okay. your eva, yes 💜 but your also human, my sweet friend. 🥺 as human beings, we aren’t perfect 💙 and we can’t be all happy and positive and motivated all the time. it’s okay not to be those things sometimes. 💜 i hope eva buddy bean will try to be kind to herself amid it all 🥺 mhm? we can try together lovely 💙
ni friend loves you lots. 💜
why am i still trying?
@justmeeva tragedies are over rated :0
*sits with eva* here for you...
@unassumingEyes
i’m sorry i don’t wanna make you feel bad but i’m not sure if there’s anything you can do (absolutely not your fault), i appreciate you being here though. i’m sorry.
@justmeeva i kniw theres not much we can do...we're just kids trying to be enough
I know I cant take the pain away so i wont make it worse by trying
But just bcz I cant stop you from hurting doesnt mean I should leave you to hurt alone <3 im here. It doesnt help much, but im here