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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP February 1st

wow great job eva. 

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unassumingEyes February 1st

@justmeeva u oki love? 

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justmeeva OP February 1st

@unassumingEyes

yeah sure

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unassumingEyes February 1st

@justmeeva hope thats true…but its okay if ur not 🥺 * sits with you * 🪑

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justmeeva OP February 1st

*sits in a corner alone*

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unassumingEyes February 1st

@justmeeva *sits on the side quietly* lmk if you want some more space

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justmeeva OP February 1st

“i recognise this pattern.”

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unassumingEyes February 1st

@justmeeva eva buddy ok?

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justmeeva OP February 1st

@unassumingEyes

not exactly but ik you’re not either and i can’t make you deal with me while having to deal with yourself at the same time so i’m fine. 

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justmeeva OP February 1st

flashbacks, memories, thoughts. 

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LoveMyMoonflowers February 1st

@justmeeva

*sits with you* :') 

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justmeeva OP February 1st

@LoveMyMoonflowers

*sits*

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justmeeva OP February 1st

the fact that deep breathing doesn’t even help when i’m trying to hold back tears because to my brain it’s just a sign that we doing bad that we need to put effort into being okay lol. not a single thing that’s right about me.

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unassumingEyes February 1st

@justmeeva I love you (as friends). Sorry i cnt support. Hugs if okay

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justmeeva OP February 1st

@unassumingEyes

i don’t blame you. thank you still. *hugs*

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justmeeva OP February 1st

“i almost wish we never met.”

justmeeva OP February 1st

it’s not gonna get better, is it.

justmeeva OP February 1st

i’m kind of considering just shutting up for a good while.

justmeeva OP February 1st

i genuinely don’t know what to do anymore. 

justmeeva OP February 1st

i’m sick of constantly being at this point where i can’t be sure if i’m gonna see you tomorrow.