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Eva’s Crazy Mind
justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP January 31st

tw?
''quiet on the outside, screaming on the inside.''
justmeeva OP January 31st

*motivation of any kind has left this world*
justmeeva OP January 31st

it's hard to get over someone when literally everything reminds you of them.
justmeeva OP January 31st

''friends can break your heart too''
justmeeva OP January 31st

letting people down again.

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unassumingEyes January 31st

@justmeeva *sits with eva buddy* 

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justmeeva OP January 31st

“you didn’t say goodbye

and a part of me believes that means you’re coming back.”
justmeeva OP January 31st

i’m having a hard time trying to find a reason why to keep going. there’s no happiness for me, not for long anyway. it’s like i have to keep myself from any happy moments in order to protect myself from the bad emotions that always follow. it’s not supposed to *** be like that. 
justmeeva OP January 31st

i don’t want to forget…
justmeeva OP January 31st

why try when you can just.. not?

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unassumingEyes February 1st

@justmeeva *hugs if oki* sorry i had to disappear last night :(

I know it doesnt change anything, but im so proud of u for trying and so grateful ur still here with us <33 

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justmeeva OP February 1st

@unassumingEyes

*hugs* it’s okay, and thank you. it does mean much to me. 🩷

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justmeeva OP January 31st

it’s sad because if you’d ask me now if i would delete all the memories, i would actually consider it. 

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