Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
letting people down again.
@justmeeva *sits with eva buddy*
i’m having a hard time trying to find a reason why to keep going. there’s no happiness for me, not for long anyway. it’s like i have to keep myself from any happy moments in order to protect myself from the bad emotions that always follow. it’s not supposed to *** be like that.
why try when you can just.. not?