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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP January 29th

i don’t want to change the way i care, i want to change the way it hurts me

justmeeva OP January 29th

“we meet again.” she said to her mind. again. 

justmeeva OP January 29th

all happiness gets taken from me sooner or later. 

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justmeeva OP January 29th

maybe that’s why i’m so grateful. maybe. 

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justmeeva OP January 29th

if you don’t give an overthinker an answer, they’ll spend days and nights searching for it. once they find it, they break.


i wish that one person knew this. 

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unassumingEyes January 30th

@justmeeva felt this 

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justmeeva OP January 29th

it’s funny because i wouldn’t have forgotten. 

justmeeva OP January 29th

life’s unfair, fine, i’ve accepted it but damn does it have to be that unfair?

justmeeva OP January 29th

it was my first time someone telling me they wouldn’t leave. it was my last time believing those words are true. 

justmeeva OP January 29th

i’m sorry i wasn’t enough to make you stay. 

justmeeva OP January 29th

my life:

“well that didn’t go as planned”

justmeeva OP January 29th

there’s no escape.