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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP April 28th

they always had me around and i couldn’t do anything. 

justmeeva OP April 28th

and now i’m home. where i’m never alone. there’s always someone here. my siblings. my mom. 

justmeeva OP April 28th

i was supposed to die today. 

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unassumingEyes April 28th

@justmeeva

Maybe you werent.

eva...? 

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justmeeva OP April 28th

@unassumingEyes 

i was. i was and i should have. i *** should have. 

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unassumingEyes April 29th

@justmeeva

I cant agree with that, but im here either way 🤍

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justmeeva OP April 29th

@unassumingEyes 

thank you. <3

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justmeeva OP April 28th

and i couldn’t even do that.  

justmeeva OP April 28th

i’m the most useless *** person ever. 

justmeeva OP April 28th

and now i have to deal with *** mom and school and everything. 

justmeeva OP April 28th

i’m so *** done. 

justmeeva OP April 28th

i can’t rn gonna go. 

justmeeva OP April 28th

mom came home. watch her shout at me for being me in a min. 

justmeeva OP April 28th

let the fun begin.