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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP April 25th

✨ it is what it is ✨

justmeeva OP April 25th

no because pretty privilege is such a thing. take crying in front of the class for example. if you’re pretty, you’ll have everyone around you, comforting and asking if you’re okay, it becomes a whole *** mood, but if you’re not, it’s just cringe and you’re suddenly a crybaby and everyone will talk about you. istg i have so many examples of this. it’s not *** fair. i don’t choose to be like this you know. 

justmeeva OP April 25th

whatever happens or doesn’t happen i’m not going back to school once the break ends. 

justmeeva OP April 25th

tw.

wearing a hoodie to bed to make sure they won’t see my arms (:

justmeeva OP April 25th

i have so many different thoughts all over the place. 

justmeeva OP April 25th

“my head is a jungle”

justmeeva OP April 25th

corners are so comfortable. like- sitting in a corner just feels so.. safe. i can’t really explain it but it’s a very underrated feeling.

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LoveMyMoonflowers April 25th

@justmeeva

real. 💜 i know this feeling. 

unassumingEyes April 26th

@justmeeva I always go for the corners 🤍 might explain the name of my vent space/our HQ on here xD

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justmeeva OP April 26th

@unassumingEyes 

i thought about that while rereading this too :p

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unassumingEyes April 26th

@justmeeva I always go for the corners 🤍 might explain the name of my vent space/our HQ on here xD

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justmeeva OP April 25th

i can’t put my headphones on before mom comes home. yes, she’s still at work. unless she’s on her way home lol. her work days are really unpredictable. anyway the night can only begin when she’s home bc otherwise i won’t know when she comes home and if she catches me still awake- no good. 

justmeeva OP April 25th

i love the darkness but it still gets scary sometimes. 

justmeeva OP April 26th

2 days eva