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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP April 25th

we’ve had pretty much fun haven’t we

justmeeva OP April 25th

made some wonderful memories 

justmeeva OP April 25th

met some wonderful people

justmeeva OP April 25th

people we can call our home

justmeeva OP April 25th

*sigh*.

justmeeva OP April 25th

“running away is easy 

it’s the leaving that’s hard“

justmeeva OP April 25th

this is about the 3rd time i’ve rpmd. ahem. 

justmeeva OP April 25th

no i can’t not be okay right now i have to distract my brain and no matter what those flashbacks can’t get to me right now not today not yet 

justmeeva OP April 25th

wipe those tears away and don’t think about it don’t let them get to you just don’t 

justmeeva OP April 25th

funny how you gotta remind yourself to breathe sometimes