in the wonders of my mindš.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnāt look like meš§makes sense doesnāt itšsince there can only be one *me*āØone of a kind now arent Iš/sar. one out of 8118835999āØš·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youāre also one of a kindš sorrysorry haha :Pš¤im just messing around xDšalso itās 2am- but shush no snitchingš¤«Iāll sleep in a whilešwhen Iām feeling a bit more sane :>šš©·
wanted to have my own space.š for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.š
to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šplease dont lurk here.š©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šbut please be respectfulš©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :Pš yāall get crazy nosy haha- itās alright.šnothing too interesting will be here anywayšif you would like to come in and be supportive itās completely okiešbut please donāt make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšbecause Iād still like this to be just my space ^-^š)
byebye :ā)
@iloveyouxx Hopefully the day wasn't too bad and all your teachers were nice š
so. Iāve been trying really hard to make a post about school and every time it would get deleted and I feel like if I tried to talk about everything that happened on the first day it would be longer than that Iām not sure what to feel post. everything that happened yesterday felt like it couldāve happened in an entire year but in the most serious and literal way possible
andĀ
so much more keeps happening
and I feel like Iāll never actually be able to talk about anything now, I even tried saving everything that happened so I wouldnāt forget but that got deleted too
so right now Iām just gonna talk about some random stuff :> until my dad comes back and honestly I feel like heās gonna walk in any second now because he usually comes 2 hours earlierĀ
all my teachers suck. my lead teacher is so horrible ew I hate her so much, my old lead teacher is here somehow :0 sheās still pregnant but itās a lot of months in I thought sheād need to rest :ā) I went to say hi and she didnāt recognize meā ļøI look the exact same. and sheās seen me with glasses before. but I miss having her as my lead teacher she was so niceĀ
I got told by my lead teacher to go down to IT in break and I told the IT guy what was wrong and he said that my lead teacher has everything i needĀ and by then 3rd period already started because I was standing outside the whole break because so many people were there and I needed to go all the way up to my lead teacher and my legs hurt so much and my stomachs been hurting so bad all day I donāt know whatās up with thatĀ
I went up to first floor because I knew my lead teacher was teacher and I was gonna go find my hoy and it was so crowded I couldnāt move Ā but I got to a teacher and asked where she was and he didnāt know but some seniors said she was in main hall and so many people were there they were having an assembly
so I went up to second floor. I was just going as fast as I can all around halls trying to idk find anyone that can help. I really donāt want to come in late to any of my classes this year itās a big deal to me. and at some point I just stopped and couldnāt in this random math corridor. and two math teacher were standing by their door and i could tell they were staring at meĀ
and one of them walked up to me and she was like hey are you lost are you okay? itās okay, and then I started crying which looked so stupid and then the other teacher came and they were just both smiling at me like really wide :ā) it wasnāt a like "haha youāre crying" smile it was more of a "aw are you okay?" smile if that makes any sense. and I sort of just explained it to them and they got my name on their computer and found where Iām supposed to be and I kept thanking them and then I couldnāt find it
and I went back there and that second teacher was there and she was like okay Iāll come with you and we went and apparently those class numbers on the doors now mean nothing and itās actually those small likeā¦um what do you call it. but that thing itās on the wall? and thatās the actual class number.Ā
to be continued xD my dad wants me to do something
so um I found my class :ā) my IT teachers actually nice. at some point he came and he was like "aw youāre all alone arenāt you? donāt worry Iāll keep you company"Ā
ā¦.. heās so nice idk how to process it.Ā
and later he gave us a task to do and I just- did the task :ā) and he came over and he was like letās see what youāve written down so far, and he read it and he was like "oh youāre a good student i like you already. youāre going to do great things!"Ā
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*flop*
I never thought my favorite teacher would be my IT teacher. I always hated IT because all my teachers were so bad
in the first lead time our teacher told us to partner with the person next to us (she put us in a seating plan as soon as we walked in) and we were playing two truths and a lie to get to know each other. i donāt have anything that interesting about me :ā) and I was like I donāt know what to say can you start, and they just ignored me. and I said it louder and now I know theyāre ignoring me. and itās not that heās shy he just doesnāt think he should have to talk to anyone thatās not at "his level" but to be honest out of everyone I know I donāt think anything he says could ever affect me coming from him itās just funny. youāre normal just like the rest of us nothing better so stop acting like youāre all that
anywho.
then this girl was like (nadia) do you want to do it with me and we talked a lotĀ
