in the wonders of my mindš.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnāt look like meš§makes sense doesnāt itšsince there can only be one *me*āØone of a kind now arent Iš/sar. one out of 8118835999āØš·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youāre also one of a kindš sorrysorry haha :Pš¤im just messing around xDšalso itās 2am- but shush no snitchingš¤«Iāll sleep in a whilešwhen Iām feeling a bit more sane :>šš©·
wanted to have my own space.š for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.š
to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šplease dont lurk here.š©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šbut please be respectfulš©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :Pš yāall get crazy nosy haha- itās alright.šnothing too interesting will be here anywayšif you would like to come in and be supportive itās completely okiešbut please donāt make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšbecause Iād still like this to be just my space ^-^š)
but yeah now people talk about it like "itās not that bad we used to have a murderer in our class"
and people are talking about how he looks like heāll end up like her or heās the type of guy to or heās like the male version or weāre reliving leena
he doesnāt even do anything he just reads in breaks and listens in class. heās really smart too way smarter than a lot of us idk why anyoneās making fun of him, he talked to me and my friend a couple of times because I moved to my friends table most of that day since we were just in lead time for 5 hours.Ā
idk I want to stop thinking about it. he seems nice tho but really lonely :ā) and he looks really really sad sometimes.Ā
yeah I should think about something elseĀ
everyone keeps smiling at me and I love people smiling at me but then I have to smile back like every couple of minutesĀ
also. apparently the last 2 weeks I wasnāt in school my friend only came for one day.
I need a third day of the week to decide what I thinkĀ
I donāt even know but everyoneās so smiley and nice and I mean I smile at them and then they see me and smile and go up to me but- Iāve always smiled at them.Ā
I donāt even know whoās new and whoās not this class is so random
its hard to explain but everyone here looks so normal and differentĀ
I feel like Iāve seen so little. some of them think Iām new. :ā) Iāve always been just- the class next door. I thought everyone knew their year group
back. I love how I was just talking about the most random parts of the 2 days that passed :] everything else is too long tho.Ā
but anywho.
this class is a lot more chaotic and weird but I like it better, my friend that moved to my old class hates it.Ā