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iloveyouxx March 17th

hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnā€™t look like mešŸ§makes sense doesnā€™t itšŸ˜›since there can only be one *me*āœØone of a kind now arent IšŸ˜/sar. one out of 8118835999āœØšŸŒ·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youā€™re also one of a kindšŸ’– sorrysorry haha :PšŸ¤im just messing around xDšŸ’žalso itā€™s 2am- but shush no snitchingšŸ¤«Iā€™ll sleep in a whilešŸ˜when Iā€™m feeling a bit more sane :>šŸ˜›šŸ©·

wanted to have my own space.šŸ’œ for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.šŸ’™

to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šŸ’œplease dont lurk here.šŸ©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šŸ’™but please be respectfulšŸ©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :PšŸ’› yā€™all get crazy nosy haha- itā€™s alright.šŸ’›nothing too interesting will be here anywayšŸ’›if you would like to come in and be supportive itā€™s completely okiešŸ’›but please donā€™t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšŸ’›because Iā€™d still like this to be just my space ^-^šŸ’›)

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iloveyouxx OP August 27th

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byebye :ā€™)

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mytwistedsoul August 27th

@iloveyouxx Hopefully the day wasn't too bad and all your teachers were nice šŸ’™

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iloveyouxx OP August 28th

so. Iā€™ve been trying really hard to make a post about school and every time it would get deleted and I feel like if I tried to talk about everything that happened on the first day it would be longer than that Iā€™m not sure what to feel post. everything that happened yesterday felt like it couldā€™ve happened in an entire year but in the most serious and literal way possible

andĀ 

so much more keeps happening

and I feel like Iā€™ll never actually be able to talk about anything now, I even tried saving everything that happened so I wouldnā€™t forget but that got deleted too

so right now Iā€™m just gonna talk about some random stuff :> until my dad comes back and honestly I feel like heā€™s gonna walk in any second now because he usually comes 2 hours earlierĀ 

iloveyouxx OP August 28th

all my teachers suck. my lead teacher is so horrible ew I hate her so much, my old lead teacher is here somehow :0 sheā€™s still pregnant but itā€™s a lot of months in I thought sheā€™d need to rest :ā€™) I went to say hi and she didnā€™t recognize meā˜ ļøI look the exact same. and sheā€™s seen me with glasses before. but I miss having her as my lead teacher she was so niceĀ 

iloveyouxx OP August 28th

my dads back I didnā€™t even get to say anything.Ā 

iloveyouxx OP August 28th

I got told by my lead teacher to go down to IT in break and I told the IT guy what was wrong and he said that my lead teacher has everything i needĀ and by then 3rd period already started because I was standing outside the whole break because so many people were there and I needed to go all the way up to my lead teacher and my legs hurt so much and my stomachs been hurting so bad all day I donā€™t know whatā€™s up with thatĀ 

I went up to first floor because I knew my lead teacher was teacher and I was gonna go find my hoy and it was so crowded I couldnā€™t move Ā but I got to a teacher and asked where she was and he didnā€™t know but some seniors said she was in main hall and so many people were there they were having an assembly

so I went up to second floor. I was just going as fast as I can all around halls trying to idk find anyone that can help. I really donā€™t want to come in late to any of my classes this year itā€™s a big deal to me. and at some point I just stopped and couldnā€™t in this random math corridor. and two math teacher were standing by their door and i could tell they were staring at meĀ 

and one of them walked up to me and she was like hey are you lost are you okay? itā€™s okay, and then I started crying which looked so stupid and then the other teacher came and they were just both smiling at me like really wide :ā€™) it wasnā€™t a like "haha youā€™re crying" smile it was more of a "aw are you okay?" smile if that makes any sense. and I sort of just explained it to them and they got my name on their computer and found where Iā€™m supposed to be and I kept thanking them and then I couldnā€™t find it

and I went back there and that second teacher was there and she was like okay Iā€™ll come with you and we went and apparently those class numbers on the doors now mean nothing and itā€™s actually those small likeā€¦um what do you call it. but that thing itā€™s on the wall? and thatā€™s the actual class number.Ā 

to be continued xD my dad wants me to do something

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iloveyouxx OP August 28th
my lead teacher was teaching* I was typing too fast
iloveyouxx OP August 28th

so um I found my class :ā€™) my IT teachers actually nice. at some point he came and he was like "aw youā€™re all alone arenā€™t you? donā€™t worry Iā€™ll keep you company"Ā 

ā€¦.. heā€™s so nice idk how to process it.Ā 

and later he gave us a task to do and I just- did the task :ā€™) and he came over and he was like letā€™s see what youā€™ve written down so far, and he read it and he was like "oh youā€™re a good student i like you already. youā€™re going to do great things!"Ā 

ā€¦ā€¦.

*flop*

I never thought my favorite teacher would be my IT teacher. I always hated IT because all my teachers were so bad

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iloveyouxx OP August 28th

in the first lead time our teacher told us to partner with the person next to us (she put us in a seating plan as soon as we walked in) and we were playing two truths and a lie to get to know each other. i donā€™t have anything that interesting about me :ā€™) and I was like I donā€™t know what to say can you start, and they just ignored me. and I said it louder and now I know theyā€™re ignoring me. and itā€™s not that heā€™s shy he just doesnā€™t think he should have to talk to anyone thatā€™s not at "his level" but to be honest out of everyone I know I donā€™t think anything he says could ever affect me coming from him itā€™s just funny. youā€™re normal just like the rest of us nothing better so stop acting like youā€™re all that

anywho.

then this girl was like (nadia) do you want to do it with me and we talked a lotĀ 

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iloveyouxx OP August 28th
she has 2 dogs and 1 bunny. sheā€™s really nice
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