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hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnāt look like meš§makes sense doesnāt itšsince there can only be one *me*āØone of a kind now arent Iš/sar. one out of 8118835999āØš·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youāre also one of a kindš sorrysorry haha :Pš¤im just messing around xDšalso itās 2am- but shush no snitchingš¤«Iāll sleep in a whilešwhen Iām feeling a bit more sane :>šš©·
wanted to have my own space.š for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.š
to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šplease dont lurk here.š©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šbut please be respectfulš©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :Pš yāall get crazy nosy haha- itās alright.šnothing too interesting will be here anywayšif you would like to come in and be supportive itās completely okiešbut please donāt make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšbecause Iād still like this to be just my space ^-^š)
@cathugsandharmony Tbh I used to think it would be really great to have a sanctuary of sorts for animals. A place where they feel loved and wanted. Warm and fed
@mytwistedsoul
there isnāt a place like that already ? ): I mean donāt they have to keep the pets safe and healthy or something until someone comes and adopts them?Ā
yup Iām back to my screen nowšI just logged on on another one for a while ish until I could get this back and I figured that out too I donāt know why that exists tho maybe if youād reply to the original post it goes back again
oh..xD I think thatās what Iām possibly doing, what do you think of the people that do do that?/j/j/j
@cathugsandharmony There's a lot of places like that but so many of them get filled to capacity so quick. Or they don't have the resources to cover all the expenses. Animals end up being put down šĀ
@mytwistedsoul
awšI wish I could be able to take care of them, I wish at that point things like food would be free which is probably silly but it wouldnāt be fair to just let them suffer because they canāt take care of them anymore but I guess it may not be that bad
so I was already missing youš©·like a lotš©·Iām gonna decompose(I donāt know how that came to my head btw-) I wanna find out if youāre okay ): youāre barely gone but itās okay because Iām just gonna blow up your notifications so when you come back you might feel like youāre not forgotten and like youāre so so lovedš©·(because- you areš/lh)Ā
@iloveyouxx
even if Iām invading this forum āØ @iloveyouxxĀ https://youtu.be/Ln0KPz1HaTc?si=kG_vpzwojjoJ83fa
I told my mom about you, she thinks youāre one of the strongest little girls sheās ever heard ofš
@iloveyouxx
I think my mom considers everyone younger than her as little
@iloveyouxx
I think youāre really special nadiašyou donāt see it but I do
@iloveyouxx
did you know thatā¦.red squirrels will adopt other red squirrel babies
@iloveyouxx
youāve watched gumball and darwin right? the amazing world of gumball. its my brothers favorite show right nowš©·and itās kinda mine tooš¤Ŗ/hj
@iloveyouxx
youāre gonna come backš©·š©·and that is kinda forcingš©·š©·š©·/lh
@iloveyouxx
I donāt compare situations but Iām gonna say youāre *one ofš/j* the strongest and most resilient people Iāve ever met ever
@iloveyouxx
@iloveyouxx for the record, i think you are one of the strongest, more resilient and special people ive met, too š©·
But ill leave the invading-of-your-forumm-with-love to our friend š©·
@unassumingEyes
awwwwwwwwwwwwwweš*agreement nods*šhehe I think I just have too much confidence to be doing this xD but I mean wouldnāt you like to come back to all this :pāØit makes sense doesnāt it? :p thankyou eyesš*group hug for when nadia comes back because she totally will*ššš/lh
sometimes I wish I could just spawn to your side of the world. like a minecraft creeper/j/j/j I have weird thoughts :p and just be there because itās so hard to just be here through a screen and know youāre somewhere going through so much and itās hard because we can only do so much but you mean so much to me and I really do try to do anything in my power to help you but I know itās hard to actually help all the way over here
@iloveyouxxĀ
if I could summarize what Iād do Iād 1 send your dad to prison 2 bully your bullies/hj 3 be there for you all the time even if you get sick of me :3š©·/lhĀ
@iloveyouxx
just because you come across or have known or even was born with bad people it doesnāt mean anything about you but it says so much about themĀ
@iloveyouxx
and goddamnit not every single bully just has problems at home some people are genuinely sick and we feel bad for them not because theyāre probably struggling but because they donāt know what it feels like, to love so much. itās a beautifully painful feeling but to me itās the best feeling in the world to love and care about someone and to help and support and be there and find happiness in that not entertainment in hurting and causing others pain and suffering. they might be happy(which is by the way so insanely unlikely)but itāll never compare to being happy like thisš©·youāre someone that finds happiness in helping and making others smile no matter what and I think thatās just amazingš©·
@iloveyouxx
it can be so cruel and dark but gosh do you light up the worldšpeople like you, there are still people like youšI find so much hope in thatĀ
@iloveyouxx
itās a bit sad but it is true that people that struggle from a young age just tend to grow up as smarter more empathetic and emotionally intelligent adultsš©·
I have a deep and genuine belief that youāre gonna make it
@iloveyouxx
and you know why? because you have been for over 11 years gosh thatās more than half of the years youāve even livedšIām at 4% and my brothers not letting me to the room with the chargers (because heās playing a game and talking to his friendsš) but Iām gonna lower my brightness and turn on low power mode and try and be able to stay until I can come back againš
@iloveyouxx
https://youtu.be/pxtbNUqh3Sc?si=kJwmm8mGH8-tKufw
there is no specific reason I am posting that lmao xDššI thought it was funny xDš
@iloveyouxx
https://youtu.be/RmKlcYtaOW0?si=-BZ169h3ll6KdMzy
this is quite a random videoā ļøhowever! I just wanted to share it either way xD because you know the voice so it makes sense xDš
@iloveyouxx
i wanted to test the thing you did so I asked a guy in my class what song he was listening to and he said he was listening to not like us kendrick Lamar and your classmate was listening to euphoria kendrick lamarštheyāre such popular songs now too I find it funny hehe theyāre all built the same tho xD
@iloveyouxx
omg I forgot! I saw a cat! and it looked almost identical to louis I think you also saw one or maybe that was your brother butĀ is louis on a secret spy mission or somethingš«¢š§/j/j he was so cute tho omg I named him mashed potatošš
@iloveyouxx
I think Iām scaring your friends away/j
@iloveyouxx
its fine my overly present presence is probably not that botheringš¤ŖāØš©·š©·
another reminder that I love youš©·im scared I really want you to be okay ): Iām still at 3% hehe I canāt believe Iām managing thisš©·
@iloveyouxx
I have to go right now ): my parents are mad at me because itās almost 2am but smh donāt they know how important you are, talk to you tomorrowšIām manifesting that youāll be there tomorrow because you willšš/lh/hj
@iloveyouxx
heeeeyyy loveš©·the sun set but Iām still gonna say goodmorningš©·howāre youš©·š©·š©·
my gifs arenāt working but let me just refresh the page hold on
@iloveyouxx
still not working. I was gonna type in āYou mean the world to meā but smh give it a minuteššš
@iloveyouxx
did you know that thereāre around 200 billion trillion stars in the universešI think thatās beautifulššš
@iloveyouxx
Nadia you know how you think youāre very embarrassing well guess what today I forgot my lines to a very important performancešand it was being recorded too and graded and we canāt restart and it drove everyone off trackššš
@iloveyouxx