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iloveyouxx March 17th

hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnā€™t look like mešŸ§makes sense doesnā€™t itšŸ˜›since there can only be one *me*āœØone of a kind now arent IšŸ˜/sar. one out of 8118835999āœØšŸŒ·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youā€™re also one of a kindšŸ’– sorrysorry haha :PšŸ¤im just messing around xDšŸ’žalso itā€™s 2am- but shush no snitchingšŸ¤«Iā€™ll sleep in a whilešŸ˜when Iā€™m feeling a bit more sane :>šŸ˜›šŸ©·

wanted to have my own space.šŸ’œ for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.šŸ’™

to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šŸ’œplease dont lurk here.šŸ©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šŸ’™but please be respectfulšŸ©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :PšŸ’› yā€™all get crazy nosy haha- itā€™s alright.šŸ’›nothing too interesting will be here anywayšŸ’›if you would like to come in and be supportive itā€™s completely okiešŸ’›but please donā€™t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšŸ’›because Iā€™d still like this to be just my space ^-^šŸ’›)

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iloveyouxx OP July 1st

I thought I saw someone from my school but itā€™s not them

iloveyouxx OP July 1st

i remember seeing 3 girls from my class in a mall and it was so scary but they never saw me. I walked right past them and they were just looking at one of the girls phoneĀ 

iloveyouxx OP July 1st

I donā€™t think they wouldā€™ve recognized me thoĀ 

iloveyouxx OP July 1st

tw this is a random memory I just had. but in primary from year1 till now there was this one kid that would cause so much trouble. more than just any other kid I knew in primary :ā€™) everyone knew him for it and idk if I can give examples of the things heā€™d done so I wonā€™t. and in year3 he was 8 and we had pe and in primary there arenā€™t any sets and girls and boys had pe together. and the teacher wasnā€™t nice but we had a substitute and they let me go get my water bottle from my class. I donā€™t know why I left it there. and my lead teacher was there and the kid was standing against a wall kinda crying and she was yelling really loud. and she told me to go when I got my bottle so I left. and after lunch we had art and he was crying and hyperventilating so bad and he was fully red and everyone kept looking at him or trying to talk to him but I guess the teacher knew why so she made everyone stop and she was kinda mad about it :ā€™) we werenā€™t even doing anything either way. he wasnā€™t hyperventilating really fast he was just taking really deep breaths idk how to explain it but it was like heā€™d gotten stuck underwater for a minute, not a great example sorry. and at some point the person that was sitting next to the kid started pushing him (lightly) and trying to talk or yell and the kid was just stuck. he wasnā€™t blinking or moving and he was still really red so the friend started yelling that he needs help and another teacher came in and picked him up fully and they got him to a hospital out of the school and cancelled the expulsion-

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iloveyouxx OP July 1st
i felt bad but my friends just said that his mom probably told him if he got expelled sheā€™d take away his playstation
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iloveyouxx OP July 1st

he honestly was really bad, the things he did. and heā€™s gotten suspended before so many times and me and my friends used to count how many times heā€™d get detentions by different teachers in one day (we never said anything about him tho or maybe I just didnā€™t I donā€™t really remember). the things he did were just different. in a way I canā€™t put into words :ā€™) and I feel like he wouldā€™ve gotten expelled earlier by any other school but idk if he deserved it. the next day he got worse brbĀ 

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iloveyouxx OP July 1st

Iā€™m still at 3%. and I feel like I canā€™t move and my dad might come back soonĀ 

iloveyouxx OP July 1st

my dad did come back at the time :ā€™) he locked himself in his room now tho. I think heā€™s on a call. I have a minuteĀ 

iloveyouxx OP July 1st
iloveyouxx OP July 1st

I thought I already posted that but it was just there and I didnā€™t actually click post.Ā 

iloveyouxx OP July 1st

my dad went to sleep

iloveyouxx OP July 1st

nvm he just came out and went back so Iā€™m gonna go :ā€™)