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iloveyouxx March 17th

hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnā€™t look like mešŸ§makes sense doesnā€™t itšŸ˜›since there can only be one *me*āœØone of a kind now arent IšŸ˜/sar. one out of 8118835999āœØšŸŒ·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youā€™re also one of a kindšŸ’– sorrysorry haha :PšŸ¤im just messing around xDšŸ’žalso itā€™s 2am- but shush no snitchingšŸ¤«Iā€™ll sleep in a whilešŸ˜when Iā€™m feeling a bit more sane :>šŸ˜›šŸ©·

wanted to have my own space.šŸ’œ for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.šŸ’™

to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šŸ’œplease dont lurk here.šŸ©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šŸ’™but please be respectfulšŸ©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :PšŸ’› yā€™all get crazy nosy haha- itā€™s alright.šŸ’›nothing too interesting will be here anywayšŸ’›if you would like to come in and be supportive itā€™s completely okiešŸ’›but please donā€™t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšŸ’›because Iā€™d still like this to be just my space ^-^šŸ’›)

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iloveyouxx OP July 3rd

js so no one gets mad or anything /lhĀ 

iloveyouxx OP July 3rd

honestly this feels kinda really pointless

iloveyouxx OP July 3rd

but since Iā€™m like whatever losing people because I tried to kll myself Iā€™m gonna give you a goodbye post this timeĀ 

iloveyouxx OP July 3rd

hope this is good enough I guess

iloveyouxx OP July 3rd

Iā€™m mad at how pointless this feels

bye.Ā 

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unassumingEyes July 3rd

@iloveyouxxĀ 

I love you šŸ©·Ā 

Even now ill still waitĀ  <3Ā 

mytwistedsoul July 3rd

@iloveyouxx Hey what happened? I'm sorry you're feeling this way

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too late ): I canā€™t find your pms Iā€™m so sorryšŸ˜žthis happens too much Iā€™m gonna wait for them to reappearšŸ©·I wonā€™t talk here if you donā€™t want me too but until thenĀ 

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praying that youā€™re just on break Iā€™m sorry love please be safešŸ©·I hope you know that I care, itā€™s vary hard not to care about you and some people are just fakeĀ (nd stupid I mean why just why-/jšŸ©·)Ā but I love you with no doubt and no denyingšŸ©·I donā€™t know how Iā€™ll function until you come back ):šŸ©·Iā€™ll be worried, here for you <3 youā€™ll find me waitingā¤ļø

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mytwistedsoul July 3rd

@cathugsandharmony sorry but this is so cute. little paws making biscuits šŸ˜Š

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@mytwistedsoul

hiiišŸ’™

omg wait let me show you the storyĀ https://youtu.be/s7GkIUcw1gA?si=aJbEJMj03RUJOXEjĀ https://youtu.be/224U07t7mrI?si=ZqaaStxGsim51Dr-Ā it was in my watch later hehe I know itā€™s so adorableā¤ļøā¤ļø

you donā€™t have to be sorryšŸ’™this is weird but Iā€™ve only seen you a couple of times and I always wanted to be your friendšŸ˜›which is weird because this is probably definitely the first time youā€™ve ever found out about my existence, I swear itā€™s not weird tho I just think youā€™re a good personšŸ’™maybe Iā€™m just weird as a whole, anywho this was also in my watch later ā¤ļøĀ https://youtu.be/exkX_69gcpA?si=D1vj36F3afHW9hjo

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mytwistedsoul July 3rd

@cathugsandharmony It's nice to meet you šŸ˜Š This is definitely the first time I've come across your name. Not that it's really so much as weird but more of a pleasant surprise šŸ’™Ā 

Aww thank you so much for sharing the videos. Kitty's name is Cotton šŸ˜Š So sweet!Ā 
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@mytwistedsoulĀ 

thankyoušŸ’œšŸ’œI donā€™t come to forums often so that makes sensešŸ’™awe thatā€™s such a kind way to put it :p I still think Iā€™m weird xD

hehe I know they take up so much space in my heartšŸ’–I have a cat named oreo. I think being around oreo has become toxic to me because the cute aggression is ugh so badšŸ˜­but I just love them so much
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mytwistedsoul July 3rd

@cathugsandharmony Aww it's alright to be weird. We're probably all alittle weird tbh. I think weird is good šŸ˜Š


Oreo! That's a cool name for a cat! I have a tuxedo cat here named Pita. He's a very cool guy but he would probably get upset if I tried to put a hat on him šŸ˜… That stretch at the end! šŸ˜‚ You can tell that's a good nap there
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@mytwistedsoul

heey Iā€™m sorry I was really busy todayšŸ’œ

aww thatā€™s so sweetšŸ„ŗšŸ’™weird can be good, it shows us weā€™re not npcsšŸ‘āœØ/lh thankyouā¤ļø


shehjeeh eyehwhehegegwh tuxedo cats are so adorablešŸ’—I think all breeds are, have you seen the cat that was labeled as the ugliest cat in the world :ā€™) I think itā€™s so cute tho, it just looks a little grumpy but if youā€™re gonna look him up search for the birthday photos hehe<3 the cats name is xherdan. isnā€™t pita a foodšŸ¤Ŗ/lh ohšŸ˜‚probablyšŸ˜‚sometimes cats are so similar to humans I mean I woke up like that today, have you seen the videos of them ā€œtalking in Englishā€šŸ˜›šŸ˜I put a link here but look at thisĀ https://youtu.be/pxtbNUqh3Sc?si=7Gc7xZoyXbEyjINJ

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mytwistedsoul July 5th

@cathugsandharmony Nothing to be sorry for šŸ’™ I figure we're all in different time zones anyway. Some of us are probably sleeping with others are working or at school


I have seen that cat lol and you're absolutely right it does look very grumpy. Probably because he sort of looks like a wrinkly potatoĀ 
Lol Pita is food. Bread. Actually his name is an acronym. He was a stray that just showed up one day and decided he lived hereĀ 
The ones where they talk are amazing! A little creepy at times NGL because it really does sound like they're talkingĀ 
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@mytwistedsoul

maybe it's just for me but I don't think you'd be able to see past here ):šŸ’™

wrinkly potato is so cutešŸ˜­you took a stray cat in???....*contains* I just woke up but likešŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ’–šŸ’–I wish I could adopt all the cats without owners

I know and it fits the situation it's like they originated from humans/j I don't know if you'd see this but if you have a phone you can rotate it or to be able to see a reply you can copy paste and it somehow gets the bits behind the- whatever that is- when you get to the point where you can't see a replyšŸ©µ

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mytwistedsoul July 5th

@cathugsandharmony Tbh I used to think it would be really great to have a sanctuary of sorts for animals. A place where they feel loved and wanted. Warm and fed


I can actually see this lol. Sometimes if I can catch just alittle bit somewhere in the sentence to highlight it then it moves it out furtherĀ 

I'll have to remember to turn my phone. Although I should probably keep to my own spaces instead of invading other people's. Then it wouldn't be an issue šŸ’™
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@mytwistedsoul

there isnā€™t a place like that already ? ): I mean donā€™t they have to keep the pets safe and healthy or something until someone comes and adopts them?Ā 

yup Iā€™m back to my screen nowšŸ’œI just logged on on another one for a while ish until I could get this back and I figured that out too I donā€™t know why that exists tho maybe if youā€™d reply to the original post it goes back again

oh..xD I think thatā€™s what Iā€™m possibly doing, what do you think of the people that do do that?/j/j/j

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mytwistedsoul July 8th

@cathugsandharmony There's a lot of places like that but so many of them get filled to capacity so quick. Or they don't have the resources to cover all the expenses. Animals end up being put down šŸ˜žĀ 


It's just a me problem lol. Insecurities. Anxiety. My head convinces me that I'm bothering people and should probably leave them aloneĀ 
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@mytwistedsoul

awšŸ˜žI wish I could be able to take care of them, I wish at that point things like food would be free which is probably silly but it wouldnā€™t be fair to just let them suffer because they canā€™t take care of them anymore but I guess it may not be that bad

awwww nooo you know the way I like to think is that you just canā€™t really go wrong in letting someone know you care, I know Iā€™m just invading this space but to me Iā€™m okay if someone gets mad at me but I wonā€™t really stop until they really do want to be left alone. most people donā€™t (depending on the situation) maybe I said that wrong but I think everyone deserves to know theyā€™re cared about, I donā€™t know if Iā€™m annoying about it but technically I was the person that started this convo so thatā€™s not you at all d:šŸ’™and I like having you around and your presence around herešŸ’œI strongly disagree with those thoughtsšŸ’™šŸ’™mean head d: /j Iā€™m sorry you have to experience thatšŸ˜žanxiety is just annoying shut up soulā€™s anxiety /j

*hugs the bad thoughts away if okay*
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so I was already missing youšŸ©·like a lotšŸ©·Iā€™m gonna decompose(I donā€™t know how that came to my head btw-) I wanna find out if youā€™re okay ): youā€™re barely gone but itā€™s okay because Iā€™m just gonna blow up your notifications so when you come back you might feel like youā€™re not forgotten and like youā€™re so so lovedšŸ©·(because- you arešŸ™„/lh)Ā 

@iloveyouxx

even if Iā€™m invading this forum āœØ @iloveyouxxĀ https://youtu.be/Ln0KPz1HaTc?si=kG_vpzwojjoJ83fa

I told my mom about you, she thinks youā€™re one of the strongest little girls sheā€™s ever heard ofšŸ’–

@iloveyouxx

I think my mom considers everyone younger than her as little

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