in the wonders of my mind💗.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷
wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙
to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)
sometimes I wish I could just spawn to your side of the world. like a minecraft creeper/j/j/j I have weird thoughts :p and just be there because it’s so hard to just be here through a screen and know you’re somewhere going through so much and it’s hard because we can only do so much but you mean so much to me and I really do try to do anything in my power to help you but I know it’s hard to actually help all the way over here
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if I could summarize what I’d do I’d 1 send your dad to prison 2 bully your bullies/hj 3 be there for you all the time even if you get sick of me :3🩷/lh
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just because you come across or have known or even was born with bad people it doesn’t mean anything about you but it says so much about them
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and goddamnit not every single bully just has problems at home some people are genuinely sick and we feel bad for them not because they’re probably struggling but because they don’t know what it feels like, to love so much. it’s a beautifully painful feeling but to me it’s the best feeling in the world to love and care about someone and to help and support and be there and find happiness in that not entertainment in hurting and causing others pain and suffering. they might be happy(which is by the way so insanely unlikely)but it’ll never compare to being happy like this🩷you’re someone that finds happiness in helping and making others smile no matter what and I think that’s just amazing🩷
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it can be so cruel and dark but gosh do you light up the world💖people like you, there are still people like you💖I find so much hope in that
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it’s a bit sad but it is true that people that struggle from a young age just tend to grow up as smarter more empathetic and emotionally intelligent adults🩷
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I have a deep and genuine belief that you’re gonna make it
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and you know why? because you have been for over 11 years gosh that’s more than half of the years you’ve even lived💗I’m at 4% and my brothers not letting me to the room with the chargers (because he’s playing a game and talking to his friends😭) but I’m gonna lower my brightness and turn on low power mode and try and be able to stay until I can come back again💗
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https://youtu.be/pxtbNUqh3Sc?si=kJwmm8mGH8-tKufw
there is no specific reason I am posting that lmao xD💖💖I thought it was funny xD💖
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https://youtu.be/RmKlcYtaOW0?si=-BZ169h3ll6KdMzy
this is quite a random video☠️however! I just wanted to share it either way xD because you know the voice so it makes sense xD💖
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