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iloveyouxx March 17th

hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✹one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999âœšđŸŒ·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :PđŸ€im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitchingđŸ€«I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>đŸ˜›đŸ©·

wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙

to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.đŸ©· I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectfulđŸ©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)

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iloveyouxx OP June 29th

I don’t care about myself really but the only reason I’m not like decomposing is because I try and look good for others literally. 

iloveyouxx OP June 29th

I spend 1265 every
3? weeks on my hair. because my stylist said my hair was "too curly" and I needed to get it done more often so it would look perfect. her words. I don’t think silk straight hair is perfect or curly hair is bad but like :’) but then again I feel bad because I have like 3 people working on my hair and they’re obviously tired I don’t expect them to admire my natural hair and it’s only expensive because of my hair texture :’) and I remember one of them got mad at me because I paid the normal amount and she hadn’t seen my hair texture before then she started *** talking in another language but yk. it’s fine. 

iloveyouxx OP June 29th

my skin can’t be fixed tho so I don’t try. it just breaks every while and goes away somehow. and I remember in covid when we had to wear masks I was 8 and the mask made my skin so irritated and messed up so my dad took me to a doctor and she said I was naturally born with really sensitive skin. I give up on my skin I don’t even touch it :’)

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iloveyouxx OP June 29th
it’s not that bad anymore because I haven’t used anything on it for the past
3 ish years. 
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iloveyouxx OP June 29th

and I remember this one girl in my arabic class at the beginning of the year was just fully analyzing me then went "you’re really really pretty actually but you just need
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iloveyouxx OP June 29th

that same girl would always say something like "why don’t you have friends like you can literally make friends so easy you’re really pretty and and" I interrupted her there idk what she was gonna say☠actually I was trying to interrupt her the whole time. and it was annoying me so much because she started trying to give me a 101 how to make friends for beginners/nsrs and she’d say things like "okay okay just listen to me go up to a girl and compliment her and.." like wtf if I could make friends I would. I know I sound mean but that was end of term 2 and now she’s just like everyone else :’) and I didn’t think she’d change but she did like every single other new student. 

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iloveyouxx OP June 29th
not change but. I didn’t think she’d change like that. she used to okay and idk. she was kinda really judge mental- not to me but others I always noticed that. and she just almost kinda hated everyone. 
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iloveyouxx OP June 29th
that doesn’t sound as okay as I made it sound but I hate it so much because every single person that I’ve ever got to see join would always be so different at the beginning and everyone’s just. idk. it’s not even peer pressure or trying to fit in I don’t get it they’re genuinely like that now. 
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iloveyouxx OP June 29th

my dad hasn’t stayed this late since our grandparents came and it’s 2am

iloveyouxx OP June 29th

my grandma woke up and I told her my dads not back yet and she just asked about my brother-

iloveyouxx OP June 29th

she didn’t hear me I think :p 

iloveyouxx OP June 29th

she’s so sweet I love her :’)

iloveyouxx OP June 29th

and my aunts been messaging