in the wonders of my mind💗.

*poofs to go respond* TvT

I’m ment to be making a birthday post TvT but idk how old they’re turning TvT

I love how I didn’t ask before they had to go for like 3 days🧠

I got this random memory today :')

I used to be in a friend group of 5

mmmm yeah nvm :') those just make me feel worse-

my grandpa used to say- even if I circled the whole world

that i’d never find a dad like mine :')

@iloveyouxx <3 

@LoveMyMoonflowers

ni😭and I’m the one that’s always kind and sweet😭sbegdwcbwegfhykxdhwfkegr🤧🥺nibuddybeann never misses an opportunity to make a hoomanbean smile🥺💞I hopes nibean knuws just how special they are to nadiafrend🩷cos that’s vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv special :PP💜! I love you lots friend💕gives lots of motivational icecream :P🍦💞/lh

_omg.

my dad left the house.

I’m..

happy(?)

well- no I’m not. but I can breathe now.

*breathes* lol :'P

I’m taking✨conscious✨breaths :P

It’s nearly 1am..

he went to "go for a walk"

and "buy some stuff"

(he isn’t actually going on a 1am walk)

(or going 1am shopping either)

my head hurts-

so bad.. :')

gonna go rest my eyes..

dizzy.

I feel sick-

and no- not the coughing sick or feverish sick-

just lightheaded.

and yk the "I’m bout to pass out" feeling :>

when you’re reallyreally sure about it too :>

and have no motivation to try and help yourself :>

becos you realize again that you really never mattered in the first place.

that youre just some doll.

that anyone can play with when they’re bored..

so you’re not useless after all are you-?

becos people like to see you suffer.

no. love*

they love to see you in pain.